Since it's been so long, i felt i should update you all on what is going on with my life....not that many of you read this anyway....

i was admitted into a psychiatric hospital about 3 weeks ago for depression.  i was there for 3 days.  after i got out, my parents and mostly i decided that taking a leave of absence from school would be a good idea ( Read more... )

tonight i will be moaning in a teddy in front of my parents and 250 other pseudo-strangers.  yeah... I'm doing the vagina monologues.  I don't have a monologue because the directors kind of have a stick up their asses, but i do get to be the first person on stage...yay!!  i will also be performing the part of the "vaginal moan" and the "college ( Read more... )

i met a boy.  fell in love very quickly.  he's good to me. he's good for me. he loves me too.  i'm his princess and he is my knight in shining armor.  the hole in our bubble?

there's not so much of a support network from the king and queen.  ie....the rents.  mom's freaking out because her baby's life is in danger from attack by a big scary old guy ( Read more... )

to all those who read my livejournal, i need some help.  how do you define LOVE? not mommy and daddy love, not best girl friend love, not puppy love....

but

heart constricting, gut wrenching, nauseating, mushy, butterflies in your stomach, make your heart skip a beat, make your heart pound, awful, beautiful, scary, exciting, terrifying, special, ( Read more... )

1) Where did you begin 2006?
in college station making out at a bar.....

2) What was your status by Valentine's Day?
still single

3) Were you in school (anytime this year)?
as much as possible...

5) Did you have to go to the hospital?
only to go rescue lauren and sarah

6) Did you have any encounters with the police?
um....not so much

7) Where did you go on ( Read more... )

GOOD THINGS COME WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT THEM

well i suppose that's true.   although scott wasn't exactly a good thing.  who knows.....i think this one is different.  i can be myself with him more than i can be myself with all but one of my best friends.  i think thats a good thing.  no....i KNOW thats a good thing.   he's gonna be a good thing.  ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas.  yeah.....merry.  food, football, family, fun, yeah......good times.  lotsa sleep...lotsa food.

im not sitting in my apartment alone and watching a show about the titanic which is kind of depressing....so i think i may go smoke real quick and color in my easter coloring book.

its six am.  im awake.  i dont have anything to do for four hours......

josh may come visit during winter break.  it'll give me something to do for a few days.

justin ... this random guy i met at a leadership conference is coming to visit during mardi gras.  i suppose he's not coming to see me, rather he's coming with some buddies for mardi gras. but ( Read more... )

finals are icky.  christmas is right around the corner.  andrew is coming home for christmas.  haven't seen him since may.  moving into a new apartment (i.e. off campus) next week.  broke up with scott and feeling weird....good and bad.  miss him....but dont miss the bullshit.  miss old friends.  love my new ones.  especially the quad pod.  wouldn' ( Read more... )

avoiding studying.  well....my books are all in front of me.  im just taking a mental break.  have a great holiday season everyone and BTHO your finals....

for non-ags:  BTHO = beat the hell outta