fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
i fucking hate this so much.
damnit.
i hate having feelings for someone who doesnt have feelings for me and it is LAME!!!!
im tired of it.
but i cant help it.
my feelings havent changed.
they are STILL the same as they were before.

i dont want it to go away.

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yeaaaa
i dont EVER post in this journal.
hmm
why did i switch journals..
dunno.
but i have TWO!

i have been thinking soo much lately ( Read more... )

WELL i was going to erase ALLL of my entrys and just kind of start all over...but that would of taken a very long time ( Read more... )

omg....i am dumb...just thought i would throw that out there...i really thought about it and maybe...maybe i should stop...forget about them...all i hear are lies...and then more lies...and i dont know who to believe anymore..soo maybe..i should just stop..does that sound right?..right?..i dont know..bye..

woo hoo school is out..for a week..hah...hmm i am at my momma's cuz dad and family is going to missouri..i will be here for like a couple days then i have to go to el kingsville to my g-ma's casa haha BC i CAN!..and cuz mom is goin out of town to haha..hmm cant wait muahaha...maybe kami will want to chill too cuz she said she might be grounded bc ( Read more... )

hmmm..i kind of feel like posting but i dont know what to post...nothing has been going on really..lots of school work lately cuz we only have 5 weeks this 6 weeks...next week we have the whole week off for thanksgiving(thank god)..i will be in corpus a couple days but then i have to go to kingsville bc my dad and everyone is going to missouri and ( Read more... )

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omg i am grounded again it sucks i will be ungrounded on wednesday..hmm the past couple days have been full of nothingness...uhmm...i might be moving seriously this time lol..my dad found a house he really likes off of snow goose and everhart?..some might know where that is others might not...jesse said mr. jon mincey lives over there but i do not ( Read more... )