ive been in bed over an hour and i cant go to sleep

[noisulli]

i am one of those people who think alot while they r in bed. And tonight is one of those nights that I just cant stop thinking about stuff and its keeping me awake. I keep thinkin about how College just isnt gonna work out for me b/c im to fuckin lazy to get up and go to class. How pissed my mom and dad and patrick are gonna be when I tell them

Comments

[blueice_353]

=/

I can understand what you mean about having your head clear. I don't think I would be happy in that position either.

You, as a person, have a very clear sense of independence. I know how you are about money and taking care of yourself/taking care of other people. You are very big about running your life and having your life be yours.

I'm not saying that you aren't going to hurt some people/make some people mad with your decision, but it is your decision and I just want to let you know that I understand it and I think you are doing what you want.

[blueice_353]

Hopefully we can get you down here for christmas you fuckhead.

[bigwillystyle69]

Well, this is the main reason I haven't started college yet...don't have the funds! Once I get caught up one day, then I will take classes...but until then, I'll just do the slack jobs I've been doing. As for the OD'ing on pills/alcohol, you can't OD drinking 2 beers and passing out lightweight!!! J/K Anyway, hopefully you'll make it down for X-Mas, so I can make some money...but if not, then we'll meet up soon. Til then...

Big Willy Style

put that frown upside down!

[onesimplekiss]

if you wanna go to college why dont you try too get a loan?
thats what im doin. gettin aloan and paying everything after i graduate and have a job. my aunt did it, so..

but hey! feel better.
muah