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Happy birthday to me~ -
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I like Tuesdays.
And I like Fridays.
Tuesdays aren't Mondays.
Fridays signal the end of the week.
Tuesdays I get to drink a lot and maybe have sex with a sexy fellow model.
Fridays I get to drink a lot.
This week, nothing much happened.
So I really couldn't wait until today.
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Life's pretty...normal right now.
I'm happy.
Like, really happy.
Which is something I haven't accomplished in...a very long time.
I have someone who I love care about.
They care about me too.
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I'm going out of my fucking mind with work.
"Hirakoba-san, pose like this!"
"Hirakoba-san! POSE LIKE THAT. DON'T MOVE. DON'T BREATHE!"
Well screw you. .___.
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Oh my god I live, I swear.
I've been just hanging out, going to shoots, playing with Remus.
I'm feeling almost 100 % better.
Still haven't gained back all that weight I lost but...
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I've been feeling better.
But then not.
I'm at a lull right now.
Not happy but not depressed.
I grabbed some manju and ate those. God, food never tasted so good after starving yourself though I threw up some of it after I ate.
My head hurts though, so I'm going to lay down.
My cell phone's on.
Oh, Dan.
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Fuck this.
Going out to walk Remus and then going out to drink.
I'll be back. hopefully.
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WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?
I miss you. I'm...not feeling great.
I must sound like such a nag to you.
I'm sorry.
I just want you home. Like now.
I want to hug you and kiss you.
I want to say 'I love you' over and over to you.
...God..I'm so selfish..
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I want to fucking give up.
But I...don't want to at the same time.
16 pounds.
I'm going to go walk around and see if I can distract myself.
