so as it gets to the end of the day i sit in my room and watch "A Walk To Rememeber" again, and i think to myself, "i'm 21 years old and i'm here watch this movie again, i need to do something with my life and not think about the damm past and move on!" but then i just sit in my room and forgot about what i just said, funny, huh???

people tell me sometimes "Why do u always have to think about ur past and make things so hard on u?"..... well that's easy... i think about it alot because i guess it just makes me remember everything that happened to me and so i wont take it for granted. i'm happy that i'm still here, even though some people from my past aren't. some people tell ( Read more... )

so today i wroke up and i know that i was going to have a bad day because my dad stayed home from work....

u kow i hate him sometimes cause he just makes my life a living day, and he loves it. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuck i hate him

wow i'm old now, i'm 21 and getting older. it's scary how a year and a half ago i finish high school with a 2.3gpa, and getting a job. now i'm able to drink and got to 21 and over clubs. anyways, i'm tired, lates

so i'm finally going to be 21 y/o. i've been thinking about everything in my life, and i'm really proud of myself for making it this far. i hope that everything will get better.

i'm on my 4th chapter of my book and i hope i can continue on that as everthing gets better for me.
~peace out!!

so my week has gone really good so far. my brithday is just in two weeks and i'm going to be 21, how scary, and i still dont know what to do.

my love life stinks right now, cause i havent met anyone that is really like me i guess i dont know, oh well i guess i just have to wait and see what happens........peace out!!

so i'm done with my 2nd chapter of my book, well not really done but almost there. i have to change a few things on it but it's a work in progess ( Read more... )

so i wrote the first chapter of my some-what-book and i dont know if i should finish it cause i dont know what people would think about it. oh well, i'll just have to wait and see what happens ( Read more... )

so i was sitting in my room, thinking and thinking, about how to write my book. i was think about my love life, then about my friends Jesse and Ray. Then all of my friends from new york, but i couldnt write anything. then i thought of something, all of the things a i was thinking about are some great memories. i didnt know if i really wanted the ( Read more... )

If i wrote a book about my life, would u read it??

Now dont say that u would if u know just because ur my friend, tell me the truth???? i need to know, before i write one......