"Time After Time"
people tell me sometimes "Why do u always have to think about ur past and make things so hard on u?"..... well that's easy... i think about it alot because i guess it just makes me remember everything that happened to me and so i wont take it for granted. i'm happy that i'm still here, even though some people from my past aren't. some people tell me that "Maybe it happened for a reason?".... i hate to say this, but their right!! maybe it did happened for a reason, maybe i was meant to stay behind and do something big in my life. but then i wake up and then it gets back to my bad life again.......how funny is that?