Surprisingly, I made some good decisions. If I didn't drop my phone on the hall way when I was being chased, I don't think I would have returned home, at all ( Read more... )

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For the most part I DO NOT KNOW THE FUCK TO DO
I needa miracle

Swear to god I would move out of this country :/
I would move to like somewhere beautiful in Africa or Latin America
That would really be great

I should stop using pills.
Goddamnit. UGH

&how long have I been using it??

I'm loosing people every minute

So I'm loosing motivation

I can feel that hollow feeling again
This time it isn't related to boys goddamnit

She said there's your family to help you out and shit
&in the end, it's them who's gonna stick around , who will be there

Well no shit, this is my mom's fault
&she knows it

I wanna kill myself

Even if I go to college
Idk if I can because my mom cannot loan shit
I hate how I'm paying for my mom's fault for buying that fucken condo.
I mean she knew her income and shit, it isn't really the bank's responsibility to hold her back from anything even if they lie about their customers' credit scores to investors.

a;jsdf