I had some flashes of childhood memories as I was trying to fall asleep last night.  They weren't particularly good memories.  They've just got me feeling really down now.  It's stuff that I didn't really understand as a kid, but now that I get it, I keep thinking how it must have felt for the parties involved.  What must it feel like to realize ( Read more... )

I woke up late today, sleeping through two alarms for lab.  I woke up at 7:30, right when lab was supposed to start.  I made it there six minutes late.  I managed to swish around some mouthwash, brush my hair, and change out of my Homer pjs.  Good thing Guirgis is so laid-back.  He hit me a few times though ( Read more... )

I started writing this in calculus, hence the title. I have been feeling quite nostalgic lately. Watching old Nickelodeon shows. Discussing old computer games and how much I would suck at Number Munchers now. Being sad about the old elementary school playground being torn down ( Read more... )

I went to a depression lecture yesterday. The man was talking about performing healthy behaviors to achieve short-term goals in order to attain a long-term goal. Makes sense. And I thought back to a conversation I had with America right after Mrs. O died. She made a list of things she wanted to do before she died. And I've been meaning to do ( Read more... )

This is going to be a long week.  I can feel it.  Orgo test today, psych and gov test on Thursday.  But hey, I don't have to work until 2 and 3 on Friday and Saturday, respectively.  If I can avoid an aneurysm, hopefully I can just relax this weekend and enjoy the nice warm sun instead of the cool circulated air of Northwoods Mall.

Violation got dropped, so yay.  Not taking my calc 2 test tomorrow, so yay (just going to make it up on the final).  Met a new orgo study partner named Jim, so yay.

Two people are now friends, and it's not in my best interest for them to be friends, boo.  Orgo test tomorrow, boo.  People figured out who Jim was, boo.

So I haven't posted anything in forever and a half. Don't worry I am still living and breathing... except that living part.

Work has changed for the better, but there's still some slight drama in the transition. School is taking a lot out of me. Just about a month left and I am quickly losing my drive. Surprisingly orgo is not my worst class.

My ( Read more... )

I can't wait to see my AY birthday twin Friday!

I've just been feeling out of it lately.   There are many factors.  Let's run through a few of them ( Read more... )

How can someone so full of life lose it so easily?