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New Year.. so what?
Every new year people make this list of new year resolutions, but do they really follow it? I've never done it before and I am thinking if i should. I've never made a list because I was thinking that these things were just that.. things listed to be done but never done. i don't want promises because it was my experience that those things were just ( Read more... ) -
SIlence
i've recently finished watching this taiwanese drama 'Silence'. It has got me interested because of the actor, zhou yu min, and it was recommended to me in a forum. I'm not really a fanatic of sad endings, i'm the kind of person who loves to read and watch happy stories because to me, that's my escape route from all the pressures that i'm having. ( Read more... ) -
Daaaaannnnggggg!
Hmmmmp! it would really be OK with me if i'll be reprimanded due to my own fault. but because of other people's fault?! i can't bear it. It would be ok with me if what i've done was something grave. but no, i was just the messenger, the receiver turned out to be hanged and thus not receive the message well. resulting to a mistake. damn. i'm really ( Read more... ) -
sniff...
i really hate regrets. as much as possible i always try to do things as best i could to avoid such feelings. but right now, i'm feeling a dose of it and i freaking hate it. simple things i should have done. simple things i should have thought. well, what happened wasn't really grave. but i'm a sentimental person and i am really depressed right now. -
Vacation at last...
yehey! will go on a trip today!!! am excited!! but i MUST sleep now!! *grin* -
had a bad start today..
i hate it. i really HATE it when people had promised one thing and made you feel secure and all only to find out late that you were left hanging on air. I'm not really pissed that she broke her word on me but what really made me angry is that i promised to the other person as well, that i am responsible for #1. We had an agreement. and as much as ( Read more... ) -
waaaah!!
my bestfriend had introduced me to the mighty ebay late december.. and since then i was hunting for books that i really like that weren't easily found locally.. anyway, i am sooo pissed right now! coz i like a book there, and a plus for it is that it is sold really cheap.. so, i bid for it. and due to its low price, i've decided to bid on another ( Read more... ) -
pissed...
darn..it is something to know where you stand in your profession but it's another thing if they made you feel it in a degrading sort of way.. am so dang pissed.. there is a better way to ask your inferior to do things, right? i just hate it.. sooo much! that they use their power to make you feel useless, or perhaps, their slaves?.. OMg, one of my ( Read more... ) -
annoying me..
sigh.. the year moved so fast.. again. and that means, i'm getting old--er! ahh.. want to put a stop to time, i just want to.. i KNOW i couldn't. hmp! it is better if i'd done a lot for my self this past year, but well.. okay, okay.. i do consider getting a job for me self something, but still! feel so restless now. but at least, i've gotten over ( Read more... ) -
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hmn.. just realized i hadn't updated this blog for a long time now.. nobody reads it anyways (as if, somebody reads the other 2...) lol...
just got home from work.. actually, around an hour ago.. xempre internet kagad... hehehe anyway, i do miss going to school.. with not much to worry besides where to eat on lunch, what to do on breaks.. the ( Read more... )