I keep forgetting I'm not allowed to look for any relief from this. Instead I'm a junkie and I'm a weak person for having to be medicated to not lose control. I'm suffocating on every front but maybe that's for the best. I'm not necessary to anyone.

I totally just found all the old emails from the post Sellz did in the Dressing Room that got a chunk of people banned.

.....This amuses me so. Especially as it has pretty much become Hogwarts over there.

( Emergency Room Romantic-- Jamisonparker )

She wears a butterfly on her wrist,
But she might as well cut it's head off.
She's holding different weapons to kill the ghost inside,
Or at least kill the thought she has of killing her mind.She says, "I love you," with her hands ( Read more... )

I hate it when I'm right, but I hate it when I'm left even more.

It's history repeating itself again. Every time, same sick cycle.

I'm done. Fucked things up beyond belief. Everyone, run away. Please.

Friends' cut. Comment to be kept. I won't keep you otherwise.

I guess my biggest fear is this ( Read more... )

Why?

She comes down to Georgia to dance across my kitchen floor ( Read more... )

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