So I realize it's been a very long time since I have updated this thing!! Sorry!! But here's what I've neglected... I'm engaged! To Patrick Robinson, the greatest man alive! Back in Feb. we had to put Casper down because he ran into a pole in the backyard and shattered his spine... 3 days ago we got a new puppy... Dylan... He is 10 weeks old and ( Read more... )

So here's some of my new great news ... Joe and I are kinda off the books together. Not anything official, but we love each other and care about each other so much. We never thought anything like this would happen again. We never thought we'd even speak to each other again, but things really do change. And so do people. Whe he and I are together, ( Read more... )

So yeah, it's definately been a while since I posted an entry. Well alot of crazy things have been happening. Finding out things that haunted your past really weren't as bad as they seemed, finding out how people really feel. I never thought I could be so happy. Just Happy. Well, there is a small state of confusion but I'm trying to figure all that ( Read more... )

so much unbelieveable shit has happened over this weekend. I have some big news... I'm okay with someone I hated for the longest time. Try to take a guess... anyway. just everything is strange. but whatever,  I'm kinda happy again.

Ashley{FUCKING}Rose

Oh why can't I be what you need?
a new improved version of me.
But I'm nothing so good, no I'm nothing
Just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
Of Violence, of Love, and of Sorrow.
I beg for just one more tomorrow
Where you hold me down, fold me in
Deep, Deep, Deep in the heart of your sins.

I break in two over you, oh.
I break in two, and each piece ( Read more... )

Ahhhh! guys suck. that's all. But I am still a fool cause I still love him.

Beauty, vanity, self-confidence. Not always feeling pretty. Being put down.
I know I talk alot of shit and say exactly how I feel.. because I can actually think for myself. And EVERYONE needs to be like that. You may think self-esteem advice shouldn't come from someone who wears a full face of makeup, but you'd be wrong. I don't wear makeup and ( Read more... )

Well All... Dan and I are over. He just broke up with me about 5 minutes ago. He promised we would still remain friends. But the relationship aspect is over for now. He says that a time down the road we may get back together but not right now. It was the right face, wrong time scenario. He's going through so much shit right now and can't ive me the ( Read more... )

Dan is stressing me out. He decided it was more important to go to a party with his friends after the girl told him that I, his girlfriend, and my two friends could not go. But he decided it was more important to go o the party than to spend time with me. I drove all that way, I had a terrible week, all I wanted to do was be wrapped up in his arms ( Read more... )

Well, my boyfriend is homeless and there is nothing I can do to help.. plus my parents don't even know I'm dating him ... yet. But for his situation, he still fakes a smile I'm afraid t tell them because of all the restrictions I'll have put on me. the only other boyfriend that I have had and they knew about was Joe... hello.. 2 YEARS AGO!

Fawnie, ( Read more... )