The time is now, for another bloody death ( Read more... )

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

Well not knowing my real father has never really affected me in any way, because my "dad" that I live with is a pretty good guy. Today was no exception, I have no misery for my real father, and I don't care what happens to him. The same way that I don't care, what happens to me. I saw 2 pictures today that may change my life. They weren't of ( Read more... )

Well, the past few days have had quite and impact on life for me. I went with Ariel, Charlie, Alex(duck), AJ, and Token to Guitar Center, and we got Alex's Double pedals, he just needs $50 so he can get his snare. That bitch plays like a maniac, seriously he is mindblowing. Anyway, we met up Alex(chick), Jackie, Polly, Ian and Horus there and we ( Read more... )

Staring at the charcoal drawing on the wall ( Read more... )

Damn, pretty kool night. It was a pretti boring day, i got pissed off a lot because my rents wouldn't let me out of the house and i kept thinking of what happened with kim (even though its none of my business, I still care, a little too much). So in my attempts to escape the world I played my guitar and sweated blood through fresh wounds. Well ( Read more... )

Wrapping me in coma, Twisting fantasies around my neck ( Read more... )

For once I think I will open my eyes, For once I will love everything I despise. Just to see how beautiful, it can be when you are hating me ( Read more... )

I feel like failing, I feel like falling, I now so clearly I hear it calling. I try to stand but I am weak and all my future is existing bleak. Try to stop me and you might win, but all there is for me is yin. I'll care for you if tell me no, and thats really all you have to know. Yea my life again is swilring spiral, headed down the drain and ( Read more... )

Every passing day I hate living even more. Some choosen few make it a little better to stick around, but the majority makes me wanna die. Shut the fuck up with your happy little lives, only 1 life matters to me and its not my own. But it seems that the only life that matters doesn't care. So now I can fucking say, I DONT CARE. To all my friends: ( Read more... )