I talked to her today. It was awkward, but it didn't feel like I was twisting the knife furhter into my stomach. It's weird reading old livejournal entries. The one about worrying that her parents would find out. That's golden. I wonder though, would it have ended any differently? I mean, it's pointless to imagine the way things might have been, ( Read more... )

I don't think I like this feeling much.

1) Write down 7 things that piss you off, and 7 things that make you go mmmmmmm ( Read more... )

Life is good. I'm pretty stressed out, and tired, but life is good. I'm making it on my own, kinda. Well, in any case, I'm making it without him. That's good ( Read more... )

Why is it that as soon as I'm reaching some level of comfort with my life, it's being threatened to be torn out of my hands.  I'm finally starting to feel my place, and get comfortable with it.

The smaller example- I get a lead in the play, I start getting considered for leadership roles in choir, and NOW my mother decides we have to move.

The ( Read more... )

Fuck.
Fuck.
Fuck.

Fuck!
Fuck!
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FUCK!
FUCK!
FUCK!

It.

*bows* Thank you, that is all.

Am I becoming the things I despise? For example, arrogance. I'm extremely arrogant, and I'm not quietly so anymore. I talk behind other people's backs, I judge them harshly. I'm quickly becoming the choir and theater kids. Maybe the things I've been doing lately have been going to my head ( Read more... )

I'm very tired. I'm very lonely. I'm very much missing her. I'm very irritated with my family. I'm very tired of being in this house. I'm very bored with break. I'm very... tired ( Read more... )

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I told my dad.. He thought I was joking at first ( Read more... )