I will stop using you as an emotional tampon, wringing out my problems for one week out of the month.When meeting someone that you hope to befriend, you try to make yourself likeable. There's no doubt about that, whether you want to admit it or not. But then generic introduction passes and you establish a comfortable state of mind with said person ( Read more... )

Only good can come from craziness.
...do I sound even remotely convincing??

I've known it for weeks, and you never think that it's going to be you, but you see everyone around you dropping like flies, you watch them pack up, but you never ever think that it's going to be you ( Read more... )

My intention was to turn something offensive into something beautiful, affirming openly the bright red cycle -- the hidden forbidden monthly renewal process.

Taken from neau's journal, a woman, spiralingmoon who mixes it with colors throughout the year 2003, yet leaves it natural from 2000-2002 ( Read more... )

There are yellow post-its strewn all over my room. Covering the walls, etched in place, fabricating a web of reminders throughout my subconcious ( Read more... )

Studying can be boring....I really need to get off my computer already ( Read more... )

Enlightenment ( Read more... )

Realization: No one would ship a cd titled 'coladerol' to any HMV or other music store. The lady at Hilcrest mall's HMV cannot spell for her life, thus the reason its taken me this long to obtain this soundtrack.

There is no 'coladerol' in 'collateral'.
There really isn't.

One week left ( Read more... )

I have come to several conclusions.
First, I am way too scared to quit my job. I have dreams about my large Russian boss coming to kill me in many inventive ways ( Read more... )