Yes/No.
Stay/Go.
I won't know.

Not until the second or third week of February.

I finished my application stuffs for the Academy and they should have everything now. Hopefully. Hopefully. I don't think I missed anything ( Read more... )

Kim's father killed himself recently. He did a very clean job of it. Prepared everything so it would be easier for the relatives to pack up and collect insurance, yada yada. He hung himself with an extension cord in the garage and his body was frozen ( Read more... )

I need to recalculate what I want this journal to be. I put down my silliest, my dumbest, my teenangstiest moments and memes and chat logs and fill-in-the-blanks. But it doesn't add up to anything ( Read more... )

AIIIEEEEEE!!!! JEORDIE IS PLAYING WITH NIN! JEORDIE IS PLAYING WITH NIN!!! YIEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!

I desperately miss my art. When I look at others' work, I feel the pangs of atrophy sinking in.

Then I thought: stop writing. Just stop.

Expression validates the wall I'm living behind. If I cease to express... what'll happen to me? I'm really curious.

So here goes.

( I fail to identify with any sub-culture or superculture, but I strive to because of mass insecurities )

I have to confess a new thing that pisses me off: webcam addicts who build websites devoted to themselves and happily accept fansigns and other shit. Ravenlace comes to mind. Just glance through livejournal and you'll find tons.

( ashes )

I think I may be taking a break from the net.

If I'm not on, contact me at my email adresses:
blood_and_goregeous at fastmail.fm
candystripe_legs at yahoo.com

Muchos appreciated.