it's the first day of spring and i'm slipping...from the frozen slush beneath my feet. my shoes have no traction...and the slush grows deeper no matter how fast i walk. my hair and face glisten from the mere mention of snowflakes, while an entire snowman sits atop the hood of my jacket ( Read more... )

i will stand by this theory and swear this is how it happens to me: that as soon as i make the decision to be single and not date anyone for awhile, guys come from out of thin air, without any provoking, and proceed to hit on me. and that seriously hasn't ever happened to me when i've actually wanted to date someone ( Read more... )

we used to have a class together, and we would take turns staring at each other from across the room. then when one of us would notice the other person looking, we'd quickly lower our eyes. it was the cutest, most absurd thing. then we would stare at each other longingly from across the street. his classes were on one side of the street and mine on ( Read more... )

i figured out why the picture isn't working. apparently geocities doesn't allow people to use pictures taken from their website as html in other places or something weird like that. go figure. thats lame. oh yeah, and it also seems to be fucking up the link as well. so try pasting it into your browser or something if it doesn't work.

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i think i'm in need of sleep...no staying up late for me tonight. i don't have class tomorrow, but i still need to get to bed early. i don't want my strepp throat to come back. and my throat is feeling kind of sore right now ( Read more... )

Untitled 3/6/02 ( Read more... )

i'm the girl that pushes my own feelings aside and suffers secretly for the sake of seeing other people happy. remember? i'm that girl that gets walked on because i'm so damn nice. you should know me fairly well,... i am the one that's getting hurt right now and keeping it inside so that i can be what you need me to be.

i was having a really shitty night until good ol' mikey luzz called me up. he told me on instant messenger that he was bummed out, and after he said that, i started to think about things, and realized that i in fact was bummed too. and then i got close to tears. so he called me and shared the events of his shitty day with me. and then i told him ( Read more... )

feeling neglected this evening...not that it's anyone's fault but my own. i'm sure i should just be finding other things to occupy myself with and not worrying about it. and i've tried, oh how i've tried. reading books for my classes...i just baked a cake and i'm merely waiting to frost it. but there's this feeling inside, this little person ( Read more... )