so for a while i've been needing a new job because i cant stand the one i have. well guess what after weeks of waiting

i have two interviews
one with vans on thursday
and one with journeys tomarrow

hahah fuck yes

im on a diet no more eating out

So my mom just got a letter telling us that we have to move out by July 1st 2005. How shitty is that. Yep so we have to get the fuck out of this place. ughhhh

edit: man that means i have to take down all my pictures auggggg

I dont like feeling like im less of a person because i live life day to day

to the girl that called my friend and her mom a nigger

I swear to fucking GOD that when she comes back and see's YOU, I will help her BEAT the shit out of you. you better fucking pray.

AND TO ALL YOU FUCKING SCENESTER MOTHER FUCKERS/ IT IS NOT COOL NOR WAS IT EVER FUCKING COOL FOR YOU TO GO AROUND CALLING YOUR FRIENDS NIGGERS / YOU SUBURBAN ( Read more... )

i called epicentre and they told me i had two extra tickets/ that i never paid for/ o well ( Read more... )

http://www.hellfest.com/

its coming--

so you still up for it sarah?????

i wrote a little bit ago that i felt like i was losing a sense of who i was, and then tonight i was looking through people's journal and i found this girls journal and realized that maybe im not losing a sense of who i am, i just feel like i have to grow up.

in here journal she wrote "i've been asking myself a lot of questions lately about what ( Read more... )

just a funny update:

There was a shooting at carmel mountain today. haha. i was at work and i heard that there was a police chase and the guy started shooting. and then julie said that he was possibly involved with drugs, and i thought it could be andas friend james, ahahahahahha. but no he just was wantedand instead of being smart and just ( Read more... )

i feel like im losing a sense of who i am. i need a break from everything materialistic.