a bit of an update

[nikkideath]

i wrote a little bit ago that i felt like i was losing a sense of who i was, and then tonight i was looking through people's journal and i found this girls journal and realized that maybe im not losing a sense of who i am, i just feel like i have to grow up.

in here journal she wrote "i've been asking myself a lot of questions lately about what

Comments

[personaljinx]

yeah, that's right on....i'm always fearful of being too "old" to rock and roll, but then again, its a lot of who i am.

[xlylahxdreamx]

damn i cant believ that. its EXACTLY how i feel too. im so scared to grow up, like i just want to stay in my teen forever and be care free. i mean like i wood love to be a responsible adult SOMEDAY, but not today or tomorow or any time soon.

[_heart_factory]

college doesnt make it anyyy easier thats for sure.
nobody knows what is going on because we are all just at a very awkward stage of our lives where you're not sure what is okay to still hold on to.
as far as jobs...my biggest fear is graduating with a "fabulous" BA in broadcasting and then ending up working retail for the rest of my life.

[xlylahxdreamx]

i fear retail too