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I started reeling my mind as soon as the idea came into play. "How great would it be to attend the national hockey awards?" Immediately I start planning in my head. "How much would it be? What kind of time could I get off? How could I plan this and still make it a surprise? How much overtime would I have to work." And then I remember that I can't ( Read more... ) -
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I never wanted any pity but seeing someone get it who doesn't even begin to know the meaning of, "having it hard" really fucking grinds my gears. Life is fucking hard, and until you figure that out and live your life without everyone else carrying you, things are going to be a lot harder than necessary ( Read more... ) -
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You ask if I love you, while accusing me of sleeping around, talking to anyone but me, constantly telling me you don't care about my problems, or telling me that it's my fault. You don't pay much concern to my interests, and everything I say to you goes in one ear, and out the other. The things that do stick, turn you into an evil asshole, and you ( Read more... ) -
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I doesn't seem to change from year to year. I end up with the guy who makes me feel stupid even though he has done nothing with his life, I look at myself in the mirror and see an old me, with aging skin, a body that I believe to be fat because the men in my life, and my mother, have told me so. I go to work everyday and while it's not ideal, I do ( Read more... ) -
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It never ceases to amaze me how in times of dire need for direction, this is the place I end up. And all I have to do is open up this page and it's like a smack in the face that has just been waiting for me to open my eyes ( Read more... ) -
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"Woah there!" with all this reality nonsense. Slow your roll. -
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My one thing in life that I have not yet seemed to get a grasp on at 26 years old, is procrastination and setting goals and sticking to them. I promised myself that this is going to be a better year, and that some things are going to go with it. I've already set up my second job, and by the holiday season I will be trained and working near 60 hours ( Read more... ) -
On and on...
Life on a good day. ::sigh:: I don't know if things are unraveling, or shedding it's skin to make room for the new.
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It sucks when you have to give up when you've been fighting so hard.
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Need to get this show on the road. Need to save money. Build credit. Pay off some bills, Find a place and find out where my future lies. Enough is enough.
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