I've decided to start playing this game “Superbetter” a Superbetter.com. I thought hey I'm stuck right now and I need to push on and maybe this will help, because it's always worth a shot.

Today I have a “quest” that involves a writing prompt about comfort zones. It asks these things

“What’s your current relationship with your comfort zone?

Fortressed ( Read more... )

I know it seems like I only post here either to bitchy about something, or to whore out my Etsy these days. That may be true.

Please "like" my FB page for my Dolls/Art  www.facebook.com/ . I'll something you for some amount of time :) Seriously :) See I'm smiling that means I'm sincere :)

I've just started posting my new little Milagros Poppets over on my etsy shop. nightsvision.etsy.com . I love them and put a lot of time into getting them just right.  Please have a look :) Don't kill me for no lj cut.


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I have finally put a few of my dolls on Etsy. I should have the one I made at Halloween up, but I'm hesitant to give her up!

So visit my Etsy Shop and check it out!

As of a few minutes ago my stepdad has been dead for five years. Five years! I have spent those years constantly feeling like I'm waking up from a dream over and over again. It only just occurred to me a few days ago ,after I read something ,that I've probably been in a mixed episode most of the last five years. Both manic and severely depressed at ( Read more... )

I am eternally scattered. I have a blog now for my dolls and art if anyone is interested ( Read more... )

I'm trying to work myself back to the land of the living. It seems that the increase in Welbutrin may in fact be helping with that. I'm also experiencing less pain in my body and I don't know what to attribute that to. My vitamin D level is up from 5 to 12, so that's something. It may also be that I gave myself permission to relax. I also got the ( Read more... )

After doctors appointments all damn week long I just want to sleep for a week, but I can't tomorrow. Blah blah blah. Psyche meds change will probably happen after the new year since Tegratol is probably the culprit of the vitamin D problem it blocks production in the liver as well as calcium something or another. That's what the endo thinks is ( Read more... )

My doctor called and left me a message saying "Tina I made you an appointment to see the endocrinologist". I know she's like I have absofuckinlutly no idea what to do with you at this point. My lipid levels have never been this high while I have been in her care. I think once they spiked up to 1700 and then the 1800 of two months ago, but being in ( Read more... )

With a mix, but still :)


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