Well, its been a week since my last update, so now is the time lol. Yesterday went to grand rapids for Lauren's CD release concert, she sang beautifully, despite how nervous she was about it I knew the whole time she was going to do good ( Read more... )

I'm a little confused about whats going on at the moment. Only thing that I can really think to do is to carry on with plans like nothing has changed. I've got ACT prep stuff going on, found out this morning talking to Lane about my credits, that if I take my remaining sections of the MEAP, he might be able to give me a credit or two, which ( Read more... )

First off, I would like to give Lauren credit for the over haul on my journal, it needed it bad and I love what she did with it.  Made the right call pulling from my latest hobby, paintball, and threw in some humor.

I looked at my graduation plan today, and how far I've come, and I'm progress faster than I thought I would.  I'm signing up for the ( Read more... )

Well, I'm back in buisness working on people's cars. Right now I've got 4 jobs that I'm working on, three of which are electrical, my specialty. Spent two hours this afternoon working on a Ford Probe with light problems, traced the problem down to a fault in the brake light switch itself. That car is a wiring diaster, someone installed a car ( Read more... )

Not a perfect day, I'm not happy, but at least I'm content, lol. Got myself new shoes finally; so thats a hair cut down, shoes down, ordering new contacts tomorrow after my appointment. Yeah, I've got to go to the damn Doctor's tomorrow to have my breathing checked >.< This is something I NEVER look forward to, at least I got to have one good day ( Read more... )

Okay, normally I have enough of my own problems that I avoid getting involved in other peoples. But when it comes to ethics, and basic honor that everyone should have; I just can't seem to stay out of it. A certain miscreant who has just fathered a child with one underage girl, is messing around with another underage girl. Now to me this is ( Read more... )

Yeah, this time its seriously over. I'm trying to take it all in stride, but I'm still spinning from how sudden it all was. I keep myself distracted, and try not to think about it all too much; but yeah, this time I'm certain there is nothing that I can do. Even I find it kind of strange how calm I am about all this, like a passive torture.

Just drowning myself in tasks, the more I do the less I can think. The less I think the less it all hurts. Still don't know what I did to deserve this kind of karma, I thought I'd already paid for all my mistakes, but still a few of them come back to haunt me. Listen to me, I'm only 19 and I'm already talk like this. Rough freaking life I've ( Read more... )

2 questioins that I've been fighting with all weekend ( Read more... )

Confused in the dark; thats probably the best description. How did I get here in the first place, and why does the past still haunt me, have I not already gone through enough? I've made my mistakes yes, but I think I have paid enough for them; I've been working so hard to put everything back together only to have its fragility shown to me as it ( Read more... )