so, after moving out and treating her like shit and her telling me i changed and blah blah blah. after her telling me to not go to her funeral. its april right
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close my eyes at night, dragged down with heavy thoughts, the screams don't make much of a fight, "who are you?!!" said the tearful girl, the words that struck my cords, in her eyes i saw my corruption.
...i gotta let her go...but i fucking can;t. jesus christ. i can't handle all of this is just crashing down on me...i need her so bad. i can't let her go but i have to but...cyn i fucking love you.