sometimes i have no idea what i am doing or thinking or going to do. I'm driving myself crazy.

well i guess its time for an update. almost everything in my life is going to shit. i dont even want to talk about it at this point because i will just get more and more frusterated. sad eh? me not wanting to talk. thats a first. ha. meh. still working a butt load of overtime and not having money. more bills. a ticket(fucking cops) and i have no ( Read more... )

well this weekend was adam and my 1 year anniversary. it went very well suprisingly. no one bothered us. we kept the phonese turned off and had a wonderful time together. alone. it was nice. we went out to eat at the drake in burlington and it was pretty good. then we went to see norbit. and then we had a room at the comfort inn with a hot tub in ( Read more... )

ok so its been a while...haha. ive been so busy. i worked 18 hours yesterday. woohoo. oh well its money. i think im going to get a gym memebership cause i need to work out AND i can go anytime i want cause ill have a key so i can go in at night when no ones there and work out listen to whatever music i want and relieve some of my stress and get in ( Read more... )

ugh. well we got our kittens i dont know if i mentioned that or not. they are very fun and sweet. im so exhausted. i worked 24hours just on sat nad sun. then worked 8 yesterday and 8 today. then 8 for everyday this week until saturday. *sigh* im going to go take a hot bath soon im tired and sore and cold. haha ( Read more... )

well i got my hair done. i think i like it now. but the lady fucked up and didnt do what i wanted her to do. but its ok cause i think i like it now. but at first i was pissed off. haha. i dont have a camera otherwise i would post some new pics. thats right im lame and have no camera. how cool am i. anywho nothing new is really going on. except adam ( Read more... )

well, im getting my hair done tommorow. im sexcited. its time for a change. and then i think im getting a tattoo on wednesday. not positive on that though. im waiting for the guy to call me back and let me know times and if wed is going to work. that excites me. i hope it all works out. woohooo. haha. im ready now damnit. now now now now. so yeah ( Read more... )

well im a littleu upset at the moment and i probably shouldnt be but i am. adam went out tonight and i woke up at 2:45 and he wasnt home so i got worried and called him cause the bars close at 2. he told me that he was in the garage smoking . so out of curiosity i asked who was with him and hes like just escobar (his friend chris) then i heard some ( Read more... )

its cold. i got off work early. woohoo. im very very sleepy but for whatever reason i dont feel like going to sleep.but i probably will. who knows. i dont really have much to day. i iwhs i had nothing to do today so that i could just go to sleep no worries. but i ahve that doctors appointment an di dont want to be quite so tired when i go so im ( Read more... )

I'm having a bad day, week, month year whatever. hell i dont know. ive lost track of time. today wasnt nearly as bad as yesterday. i almost walked out yesterday. i told my supervisor i was about to quite and told her all the bullshit that was going on and she went to the D.O.N. (the big boss of bosses lol) and told her their best aid was about to ( Read more... )