so i never update this lame as shit, but i'm done with myspace for the night and i'm not sleeping any time soon.
and i can't stop thinking about jesse, and how different things would be if he wasn't gone.
i miss him so bad and it kills me that he died on his way to me and meghan.
shit sucks and i wish he was here. i'd give anything.
he's completely ( Read more... )

i hate live journal.
but i'm so fucking bored.
i'm thinking about going back to high school.
but idk.
if i get accepted i will.
it's a charter school for art.
and i'd get an actually degree instead of just my ged.
that'll probably be a lot better for me than that.
i'm really afraid lately that i'm actually going to be home less and addicted to crack like ( Read more... )

The wilted flowers that I gave
Were not as nice as your bouquet
All the lyrics that I wrote
Not as smart as the words you spoke
The starlight above my hometown
Ain't as bright as the star I've found
Every drawing that I drew
Was never ever as cute as you

(:

wtf ( Read more... )

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.
Never wanted it to be so cold.
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my ( Read more... )

      little holes in
parachutes
won't leave you
falling,

if they do
it's because

you want to land coming out of the sky a man who could fly.
and a painting anyone could play.

It's a ( Read more... )

I'm holdin' on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearin' what your sayin'
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around
And say

Okay, I'm talkin' about a
Good girl, gone bad
Crooked world, wrong path
Right Mom, wrong Dad
I sing this ( Read more... )

so i have an appointment at the providence skills center tomorrow at ten to start my ged classes.
idk if i'm going to be able to though. my mom has been like refusing to sign me out because it's
not the main stream thing to do with her children. she always wanted super normal kids. and she
ended up with me and dan. how sad.
that's all i suppose.
i ( Read more... )

sooo. i got shit in my life figured out.
i'm signed up for a ged class, it might have a waiting list, but what ever.
it's going to be a bomb ged class. they put you in a part time job, and there's fucking cash incentives for you to do shit; they fucking pay you to do your fucking work. and the program's fucking free :D so i'll have a part time job ( Read more... )

I took cutie for a ride in my deathcab
She tipped me with a kiss I dropped her off at the meth lab
Before she left she made a dashboard confessional
And spilled her guts in cursive but whats worse is
I could still see her bright eyes like sunny day real estate
Oh my and in a funny way the ceiling tastes
So high but no chance
My little chemical ( Read more... )