it's so wonderful to have him with me, but it never gets any easier knowing that he's got to go in just over three weeks x.x; he's been here a week, and our anniversary is this wednesday.. 2 years for us :o i just wish that he didn't have to go. we've got that apartment in a week and a half or so, then i'll have moved out of mom's basement, ( Read more... )

a few things of note have happened lately, or will be happening soon. i'm too tired, both emotionally and physically right now to get into too much detail about everything, so forgive the bluntness ( Read more... )

It's a white dawn!!

I go upstairs to do the dishes, at like.. yes, 6am or something, and I look outside the window, because it looks foggy. Instead, my jaw drops slightly, and it's snowing. Snowing. There's a thin layer of the white stuff already on the ground, and it's growing by the moment ( Read more... )

yup, that's what i'm trying to do. not finding a lot of them unless they're in weird parts of the city, but there's two prospective ones in my area of town. gonna hand in those applications, though i don't like the one as much as the other. rawr. ~_~ *rubs eyes* got up later today than i meant to, and now i have to bus it out and go drop off ( Read more... )

uwahaha yes. I'm getting older. I'm also ridiculously bad at remembering to update this thing when I'm actually online. The sad thing is that I have lots to say oftentimes, but, I have the memory of a goldfish. o-o; One day.. ONE DAY ( Read more... )

Well, hopefully it'll be a good one, even if it hasn't started necessarily good for everyone ( Read more... )

Still doesn't feel like Christmas. I need to go grab something I forgot at the damned mall on Saturday, sign my cards, and I should probably wrap mom's presents. Am tired. x_x Doesn't feel right not spending this time with Mark :/ Nothing I can do about it though, just hold out two more weeks.. *sighs and falls over in chair* I always have ( Read more... )

yes, there's lots of other things i could say right now, but at the moment i'm not awake, i'm grumpy, and i'm pissed the fuck off that once again, i'm doing the whole fucking load of dishes piled on the counter and the stove. mom makes mel and i do all her shit, i'm just fucking tired of doing the dishes EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME. let me do mom's ( Read more... )

Well, black jack training is in progress! I have to say, I never thought I'd be quite this sore in the arms >_>;; Should have known that you use all sorts of muscles that you don't use normally for this stuff. There's SO much to remember o______o;; But it's a good class, and I'm having fun learning, even if it's tough. The whole numbers part ( Read more... )

Yes, yes it can ( Read more... )