my psychologist meeting actually went really well. the guy is wicked sweet. and he bought me coffee haha. my next appointment is next monday, so yah. then my mom took me out for mexican food, bought me new lip rings, and a wireless keyboard and mouse, haha ( Read more... )

it just keeps getting better and better ( Read more... )

I hate not wanting to do work in school, because I can't stop thinking.
I hate not wanting to go to bed, because I feel too alone.
I hate seeing people in the halls, happy together.
I hate thinking, I hate sounding pathetic.

But maybe for once, I cared about someone else... a lot.

But of course I fucked up.

i wish it was still amazing.

please just let this be for a short period of time before we both figure everything out ( Read more... )

I feel like i'm a hassle with my friends. I feel like me being with them is just annoying, and i can't see what they find a GOOD frined out of me. because most of the time, i'm an asshole to them, and i always know how to kill the fun, or get into stupid fights and arguements, and its always NICK! Nick this! Nick that! Nick stop! nick omg! and i ( Read more... )

we have about 7 songs done ( Read more... )

Basically, i'm really happy. Last night me, Emma, Taighe, Ricky, and Corey went to Amandas. And it was an amazing night. Were trying out Horseman today at practice. We still need to teach Ezyk all the bass lines, try out new guitarists, and write at least 3-4 new songs.

I love my life.<3

I love music. I love SDS. I loved tonight. End Of Summer Fest was fucking amazing.
One of the best shows for sure.

Today was Kalli's birthdayyy [and the first day of school, but fuck that shit!] Her birthday was funfunfun. It was me, Kalli, Ed, Jon, Mary, Maranda, Ryan, and then later on Courtney and Nate. But we messed around with her ET, haha. And got pizza, ate pasta for the crazy italians, and then carrot cake. Me, Ed, and Jon played some ill games, and I ( Read more... )