Random things...

[nicetywitch117]

Man, its almost 1 am in the morning, i've got lots of other things to do too! But why oh why am i now writing,or rather typing on my blog right now??? i dunno too so dont ask me,,,

i was thinking about flailing about arashi again w/ this post, w/ all the happenings that happened,is happening, and will happen this month and the coming months!!!

Comments

[nicetywitch117]

uhm...i dunno wat to say...haha...coz i didnt expect for someone to read and comment...but thank you anyways for the advice... yah, maybe i just need some time,but apparently time is not given to me right now...well, i'm trying to think straight....so, ganbarimasu...hehe...~~

[moonjava519]

If life were easy we'd be living in a totally different world ^_^

Being unsure of things is a part of life, nothing seems to be falling into place and seems haywire but as you go along, you'll be surprised at how things will turn out. As I read your entry, I could totally relate when I was in high school and entering university, and then graduating university and wondering what to do next. But like I said, things may not turn out how you think but they'll turn out fine!

Btw, while crying doesn't really do anything to solve a situation, it certainly does help emotionally. It helps relieve some of the stress, rather than bottling it up! I hope you feel better soon, but don't worry and take each day as it comes, I'm sure the results will surprise you :)

[nicetywitch117]

wow...thank you for the advice and encouragement...even just for reading and commenting...thank you...
crying, i dont even know why i hold back on crying...maybe because i dont want people to see me as weak or sumthing...but yah, wen i'm alone,,,i cant help it even if my brain says no...

yes,i'll try to see things better than i do now... ganbarimasu~~

[litany_sh]

You really touched me with this post--reminds me a lot of my own indecisive feelings. I don't think they're questions that ever completely go away. Though I'll be 20 years old soon, I have no idea of the direction of my life, and I tell myself that I am perfectly happy using Arashi as a happy pill all the time when my RL is kind of lacking. There needs to be a balance, and goals, and everyone needs to find themselves, but it's really difficult. Good luck, work hard, me, you, everyone, that's all.

[nicetywitch117]

really? but you have decided things now, ryt?
ahaha...yes, i think arashi is like my happy pill too...wen i try to divert my real life...balance...yeah,,,i know that's what i need right now...i just cnt decide what to do as i said... but, really, im trying to...btw, thanks for the advice...i kinda felt relief to hear that this reminds you of your feelings before...ja, ganbarimasu~~~

[japan_for_dream]

usually people who don't have goal at all can't say so emotional and true things. Because they are often kind of empy inside.
I am sure you have some feelings inside you which can help to show you your goal, maybe not so obviously but... actually life doesn't end if you take the wrong turn just enjoy what are doing and do you best in it. people who think about it usually find what they want, earlier or later it doesn't matter, examples are everywhere - wrong turn is bad only bad thing if when people became pasive and have no ffelings about themselves, so gambatte.