"sometimes life is like a fairy tale. with a prince. a princess. a witch. and a crazy lady ( Read more... )

it seems so complicated. life, that is. why does it seem so complicated ( Read more... )

so it seems like i choose the most difficult way to do everything. and i mean everything. my whole life is one huge mass of difficult issues. and yet somehow, most of the time things turn out ok. i feel like crying.

omg. is it my fault? how can i fix it? can i fix it?

blankie. panda. bed. kleenex.
goodnight
Nic

when you say you love me, do you really mean it?

ryerson? ryerson. ok, ryerson.

im happy to say i had a good day. :)

i want to be happy so badly! man i hate my life right now. i thought grade 12 was bad and i couldnt wait to get out of it and now look at me. i hate one of my jobs. hating that one job leads to a huge mass of negativity which causes me to hate my other jobs and any time im not at those jobs. sooo pretty much all the time. and then im tired all the ( Read more... )

maybe

my parents anniversary is tomorrow but we are going out for dinner tonight. we are going to the garden restaurant at that hotel. really nice. well, not REALLY nice but atmosphere is great and its so pretty there! i want to be able to paint like the murals they have on the walls there. amazing ( Read more... )

ok, first, maryanne, im really really really REALLY sorry but MI3 came out and i was at rogers video and i couldnt help myself!!! im so sorry!!! we were going to watch it together but but but... its Tom Cruise!! and MI3! and you can even ask Ryan! i held back for one night! i didnt watch it but its due back tomorrow and we are going out for dinner ( Read more... )

the title really has nothing to do with this update. i just needed something to start off this update and make it interesting which it may or may not be. probably not. really, you don't need to waste your time reading this because its for my own pleasure of talking to myself and saying a bunch of stuff that i wouldnt really say to people but have ( Read more... )