Beautiful

[niayesungie]

Title: Beautiful
Characters: Siwon, Yesung, Siwon's father
Pairing: Yewon
Genre: Angst, Romance
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: I only own the story and the plot.  All the characterizations might not be resembling the real life's.
Summary: It's such a mixed feelings of guilt and relieve

Comments

[niayesungie]

i bet you're not in the mood of angst? you wrote so many fluffs these days (minus NLAR) hehehe. in contrary, i love the part of Siwon w/ his father, it was hard to write.. :p

[evilmind28]

Salut to ur high quality imagination..now i know why siwon seems disappear latety ahahahaha..I would never think of this b4 but u,,,God u're full of imagination. Sometimes ur story look more real n relataed to siwon's situation. I mean why he's gone..it just make sense for me after u write this of course kekekeke

[niayesungie]

actually the idea of Mr Choi's intervering to Siwon's activity has been floating around forums eon. idk, probably it was because of his homophobic tweets some weeks ago? the way he dragged PJ into SS3 also, i had read that somewhere. credits to people who was first thinking about it hehe xD but the reason of the intervering in this fic was purely my imagination. you know how much i love speculating. it's on my blood to speculate over nothing! because i didn't think it's a pleasant topic to discuss, i made it into a story instead :3

probably it's only Yewon fans that could see the difference in Siwon's eyes? i mean, i have never known any other Siwon&X shipper talk about this, except SiHan shippers, years ago. and while i watch excessive numbers of Siwon's so called fanservice with other members, i could really only spot lust! i think any person actually could relate if they will, yes? just hope Mr Choi hasn't notice this already... haha sorry eon i know we've been talking abt this like a hundreds of times but i never get bored xD

[yuyumunaw]

wah so that's the reason why siwon is missing lately. now i know.. thanks to you!
and i agree with nira eonni that you're full with imagination and all of that are made sense! and the 'pj' things... my god i never thought that! it's so possible that pj are spying over siwon haha

even it's not a happy ending fic but i love it! really! it seems so real (okay i know siwon's feeling to yesung are really REAL, who doesn't know btw?) and their moments totally cute! too bad that damn phone called ruin everything ugh u.u

ah thanks for sharing this fic.. now everything made sense lol^^

[niayesungie]

yeah, that's the reason in our shipper world! xD actually many people in forums have been speculating about Mr Choi & PJ too, and because i can relate, i throw those all into this fic.. perhaps it's not a pure fiction but has the truth to some extent hahaha :D

idk why i really think YeWon's relationship irl is just like their's in this fic. siwon flirts around all the time to the oblivious Yesung. probably i watch too many fancams *delusional* hahaha :3

[darkshoumy]

great story but sad too!
feeling sorry for Siwon for him to never being able to tell Yesung how much he love him and to be with him! hope Yesung would make the first move and see that they are in love together and make Siwon happy and find a way to be out of reach of Siwon's dad and be happy together! ^^
but life not always as easy as we wish for!
thank you for writing it! ^^

[niayesungie]

this is a story where people in SK are commonly homophobic (like real life), so we could never know how will Yesung react to Siwon's feeling.. yes, Siwon shoud get away from his father if he pried too much like this, poor Wonnie :(
thank you for reading & commenting! ^-^/

[darkshoumy]

Yeah i know there are homophobic everywhere! To be honest i'm not for gay couple but i have friends who are gay and there are just too cute and fun to be around! And i like reading yaoi fic about kpop idol even thought i'm not for people being gay... i don't k ow if you undrrstand what i mean and i'm really sorry if i hurt someone with what i had wrote >_< sorry

[niayesungie]

i understand your opinion, don't worry.. ^^
i'm fine with homosexuals if they're good with me :) i'm in neutral position about them, not supporting and not hating either. i know this is still a sensitive subject and it's hard to talk about our opinion in this matter without getting judged by people right?
so far kpop yaoi/yuri fics are confusing me actually, since most of the writers are asian and we can say that asians are not fully supportive of homosexuality. mangas & fanfics are having a big impact in asian's tolerance rate of homosexuality, don't you think? at least, although people are still not fond of it. but they could accept their (homosexuals) kind of actions on fic/comics to some extent..

[ext_1340884]

Such a beautiful story :')

[niayesungie]

thank you for reading and commenting^^