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[nhscheerinchic]

hmm.. i didnt update monday night did i?..well now i guess is a good time to do it because im sittin in boring school with nothing to do..cause nobody is online to talk to..they all have their away messages on..people argh..what was i supposed to update about?..i forget..like valentines day right?..well yea that was monday..and it kinda sucked

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[jammerz45]

heyy..i know exactly how you feel..very alone..like no one likes you..yeah ive been feeling like that..forever..actually no..ive had two boyfriends..one lasted a month and the other lasted a week..so actaully ive had a month and a week of feeling wanted out of my life..ive NEVER had a boyfriend on valentines day..its always sucked for me..so i know exactly how you feel and it sucks..but ive jsut gotta learn to live with it..i hope you feel better..and you are a very beautiful girl..and you WILL find a boyfriend soon enough..but for now..if you need anyone to talk to .. im here just give me a call..im sure we could benifit off each other because we feel pretty much the same and know what its like..well i love you with all my heart! please feel better gurlie..love always, jamie

[nhscheerinchic]

thanks jamie..right now guys are just like ARGH..i cant stand any of them..im just soo frickin ready to get away from everything..everything sucks right now!..ive been crying all fuckin day and i still feel like shit..i sware! well thanks for bein here for me..and im here for you too..love you soo much..XoXo :+:~*Michelle*~:+:

Pickleman!! from Monkeyballs (jessi)

[anonymous]

Heyy there gurllie.. omg.. i dont think we can ever seriously have a day that we're not alike seriously .. i mean. today i have been soo depressed too .. i mean.. like i started to frickin cry in 2nd hour today for no reason.. im just missin having someone.. and i know how you feel becuase thats how i feel. all i want is someone to care about me, and be there for me and someone i can hug and whatever.. i know thats what you want too becuase we are so much alike.. well remember paris...im ALWAYS here for you Always!!.. even though i live like an hour or so away .. it doesnt matter..distance doesnt matter.. no matter what.. we'll be best friends for life.. and i cannot wait till we can leave when we turn 18.. we're gonna get away and start new lives.. omg it'll be great.. well miss you .. and talk to you when you get online later.. love ya.. - Jessie aka monkeyballs

Re: Pickleman!! from Monkeyballs (jessi)

[nhscheerinchic]

that freaks me out how much we're alike. i cried a little in first block..a little in 2nd..most of lunch..all of 4th..and all on the bus..my day was fucked. i cant post it on here..so ill juss tell you whats up when u get back online..i noe i sware to gawd when we're 18 we're are soo totally out of here..and getting away from everything!!..and i totally agree with you that distance dont matter we WILL always be best friends..i love you!! XoXo :+:~*Michelle*~:+:...:+:~*Paris*~:+:...:+:~*Pickleman*~:+:

Re: Pickleman!! from Monkeyballs (jessi)

[anonymous]

Pickleman!!! .. Yeaaa well like.. i think it is really freaky .. OMG i found this quote today .. and it reminded me of us.. it goes somethin like this.. "When im happy, your happy, when im sad, your sad, when i cry, you cry, when you jump off a bridge.. well i'll miss you..." LMAO .. thats funny.. cus like.. its like a joking around joke.. cus we're always messin with each other lol.. u kno in the first place i wouldnt even let you jump off a bridge. Lmao .. well anyway.. im back online now.. so im gonna let u tell me about whats been goin on.. love u!!! ~Jessi Nicole Monkeyballs~

Re: Pickleman!! from Monkeyballs (jessi)

[nhscheerinchic]

heyy jess..today has been ALOT better for me..i kinda met this bitch though..if you know what im "talking" about..i got to tell you the whole story tomorrow..but everyone thought i was about to punch the life out of this bitch. i got to tell you something else too..i have like this big scrape thing on my arm..and its weird cause it doesnt hurt or anything..im really weird today..i have no emotion for anything..all im doing is loving..well and hating that girl..but only her..im not happy nor sad..its great..i wish i was like this all the time..i feel no pain..LoL..well i hope ur day is goin good today..but as usual..its prolly juss like mine..so ur prolly havin a good day..well ill talk to you tomorrow..lol and i love how u put like *jessi nicole monkeyballs* it sounds like a first..middle..and last name..lol and isnt it *ironic* that like we have the same middle name and everything?..lynn...awwww what a sweet middle name..LoL..well newaiis..OMG..im not done yet..omg omg omg..lol..a couple of nights ago i was watching whose line is it