Feb 17, 2005 11:00
hmm.. i didnt update monday night did i?..well now i guess is a good time to do it because im sittin in boring school with nothing to do..cause nobody is online to talk to..they all have their away messages on..people argh..what was i supposed to update about?..i forget..like valentines day right?..well yea that was monday..and it kinda sucked because i didnt have anyone to be with..and it was my first v-day without a guy..so i was kinda low that day..i had dollar six though..so everyone thought i was loved by someone..but really he was mine..it wasnt AS bad as i thought as it was gunna be..but it still sucked that i didnt have anyone that day..i didnt even get a hug..thats what really made me mad..cause usually people are always touching me..but not that day..i was mad..lots of people were huggin and kissin all day but not me....then this one kid on the school news was like i love you whoever..that was sweet..i wish someone would do that for me..last night i had fun..i guess it kinda made up for a valentines night..i didnt do everything that i wanted to..but whatever..theres still time for that..i am sooo frickin bored..and for some reason..i cried today..yea..im really upset..it has to do with people though..yesterday at lunch was really weird..kyle usually is juss behind me playing around and doing things..but yesterday he actually grabbed handfulls of my ass..and when i tried to go and hit him..everyone held me back..then today i just now saw him and he came up and poked me in my tummy..and i said IM NOT IN THE MOOD..and walked away..lol he needs to learn his lesson..only people i LIKE can do that stuff..not juss random people..yea..well is this entry long enough yet?..theres like nothing to do..theres still an hour till this class gets out..so maybe i can try to go and sleep..and not be so sad..:-( ...i still like my icon.. *im so tired of being here*..i feel so unwanted..i need a guy..but newaiis..im gunna go..l.o.v.e. you guys..wow these people are talking about rockos modern life..lol..
XoXo
:+:~*Michelle*~:+:
l.o.v.e.a.l.w.a.y.s.