been doing alot of thinking about my family. or lack there of. its so fucked up. my dad gone and banging some chick a year older than me. my brother dead and gone. and my mom hanging on by a thread ( Read more... )

it's so hard to admit. he's gone. and he's not going to be here anymore ( Read more... )

hello to whoever still reads this. i'm tired and exhausted but i felt like updating for the sake of ... well ... updating.

school started up again yesterday. i have a feeling this is gonna be a good semester. i can just feeeeeeeeel it. my teachers are pretty interesting.

-history w/ carlton: this guy seems pretty full of himself. but in a ' ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish i had a little bird on my shoulder that could tell me right from wrong. an invisible one, of course, or thatd be a little awkward. i wish i could rewind, pause, and fast foward my life. i wish i could see the consequences of my decisions. i wish i could see peoples' thoughts in a little thought bubble over their heads ( Read more... )

last week i read a story in english written in a feminist sort of view and her anger toward divorce and dead beat dads. we had to answer a question that was like "what do women expect in a relationship? what do men expect?" in our group discussion we came up with they both have unrealistic expectations, stereotype wise ( Read more... )

my dog is freaking me the fuck out. she stands outside my bedroom door and barks at my bed. when no one is there. there better not be any ghosts in my room! eep ( Read more... )

why is it so embarrassing to think about your life during middle school? it's so awkward. you finish elementary school and you're already worried about being a "scrub" because everyone talks about how horrible it is. you try to avoid standing out as a scrub and try to fit in with everyone else which makes you stand out even more awkwardly. ( Read more... )

at 6:50 my best friend in the whole wide world called me. it must have been fate. i was scheduled till 7 but i decided to steal away 10 minutes earlier cuz i was sick of being at the mall and got her call ( Read more... )

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this video made me cry happy tears. because my best friend in the whole wide world that i haven't spoke to since she left last year to become a relgious sister is in it. it made me cry because i can see how happy she is in dover. and how i can see even a few seconds of her life since she left. i miss her sooooo much!!! i wish i can talk to her or ( Read more... )

oh life, you're so amazing. putting us on rollercoasters of emotions to a point that makes you want to throw up at times, but always in the end it's worth the ride ( Read more... )