So I'm very aware of the lack of attention Livejournal receives from anybody now-a-days. I don't mind, it's somewhat over rated... along with all those other journals and community sites, such as MySpace and FaceBook and Xanga, and whatever else is out there. Everything these days seem to be so over rated, yet so under used and in a sense it draws ( Read more... )

This is BAD. That's all I have to say.

I miss us.
The End.

Sometimes I really don't understand much of this life. You know, it's like a terrible circle, kind of like a domino effect. I hate it often, but love it many times. I guess it could be classified as this terrible, yet so very beautiful world that we've found ourselves living in. It's hard to find myself forgetting people I've loved along the way, ( Read more... )

I could hide all the pain away from the world. I could deny it to everyone, and make them believe it's true... but the truth is... I'm in so much pain. It hurts so much to hear people don't like me because of what I did... i know what i did and i know it was wrong, it's not like i need a million other people rubbing it in my face and telling me i ( Read more... )

*Work has taken over my life ( Read more... )

So this was the last farewell. Never will I say anything bad about her, no matter how much animosity I held inside for her that night. She was my life at one point in my existance to this point. She was my most favourite thing in the world and I would have spent every waking moment with her. I began to lose myself, and then started to lose her... ( Read more... )

I begin to wonder why I stick my head into places I am well aware that it's not supposed to be. I question myself why, then I kill myself over it. I can't help it, I just can't seem to keep these questions and feelings away and when I get upset, my heart beats so fast I feel I could die for a moment. My hands start sweating and my lips become ( Read more... )

Sometimes I pretend to be somebody else... just so i don't have to be myself. It may sound crazy but it's the truth. This is the first entry in a long time, but all my entries seem to cause drama between so many people and myself so I got sick of it and yelling and arguments and stopped updating real entries... but I can't stay away tonight. I feel ( Read more... )

"The Getaway"

You and me and this decision,
It's more than just a headache.
Why ruin today? Don't bring it up.
It's just something we've gotta deal with.
We all saw it coming.
For now let's just pretend
To be the best attempt at best friends.

Follow the leader until they stray.

The getaway,
The things that stick.
If this is how you're gonna be,
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