Comments | nextosomething: Goodbye.

nextosomething

Goodbye.

May 22, 2006 00:54

So this was the last farewell. Never will I say anything bad about her, no matter how much animosity I held inside for her that night. She was my life at one point in my existance to this point. She was my most favourite thing in the world and I would have spent every waking moment with her. I began to lose myself, and then started to lose her... ( Read more... )

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sherkston_ May 22 2006, 06:36:01 UTC

You don't love me. If you loved me you would have told me about it when it happened. Not afterwards. I would have been cool and calm about this break up but YES. I am hurt. And YES. My friends know. But only because I need people to be there for me. To tell me you weren't worth it.

Because you're not. You never were if you could do something like this time. You're nothing but a liar.

nextosomething May 22 2006, 11:17:26 UTC

I never lied to you. I told myself I would tell you the truth if you ever asked. Never had you asked, so never did I have to tell you anything. I never lied to you once in my life, i just never got around to telling you the truth. Let people bad mouth me, tell you I'm not worth it, because maybe i wasn't but this relationship was worth it to me. That's why sara and I are not on talking terms anymore. Because I made a MISTAKE and we all know it. the whole world. Your friends, my friends, friends of some friends. but it's not like you never did it either. Don't tell me what I do and don't feel. I do love you, and I tried to protect you that's why I never told you about it. Just don't tell me what I feel. because I do and did love you.

sherkston_ May 22 2006, 18:28:24 UTC

You spout all this garbage and I don't believe a word out of your mouth anymore. You did lie to me. You lied when you said you'd be faithful to me and you lied just last night when you said you had always been. You keep lying and lying and it's disgusting. I'm dissapointed.

nextosomething May 23 2006, 05:41:29 UTC

If this whole lying thing was such an issue I would have stopped talking to you within the first few months of our relationship. I don't want to hear it anymore right now. I'm so drained from this whole thing. It's crap. I will no longer sit here and be riduculed. I am at fault, I realize this. But I don't need it shoved in my face every single day. I got over the whole lying thing long ago. we either need to mature up and fix this or be immature and let it go with no ending at all. I'd rather mature up and try to fix this, but after we have both chilled out for a while. This fighting non-stop has got to end. Now though. You lied. I never lied, but I never told you until last night. when i said i was always going to be faithful i said it after the fact. we both lied. we can fix this and move on with our lives or stay in neutral and go noplace but right here and continue this childish argument. It's your choice. I'll do which ever you prefere. Do not dare tell me that for one minute I never loved you, that for one minute I never cared ( ... )