I can't feel you anymore. I can't feel anyone anymore. We were so close and now we're so far away. It's funny how you can bring people closer but it only drives them further apart. Maybe it's because you realize what they really are, what it really is. The summer has gotten colder, and I have gotten colder with it. I am done saying how excited I am ( Read more... )

Um, so I don't care anymore. I don't care and it's cool. I am going home next semester and it is going to be very good for me, I think. And I don't need to justify my feelings to anyone. I can't wait to go home and get a job and feel like I have a life again. This livejournal thing is ridiculous, I would rather voice my opinion to everyone than to ( Read more... )

fuck livejournal, it throws everyone's shit all over the place. we all need to see therapists. i'm just going to delete this shit.

If CMU has taught me one thing it is that you can trust no one. You have no real friends, so forget about trying to find them. I'm so happy that I'm going home. I hate it here.

You know what sucks? Finding out that you can't trust the people you thought you could trust the most. You know what doesn't suck? Finding out that there are some people you can trust and loving them for it.

So I'm most definitly not going to CMU next year.

My Chemical Romance tickets- $24.99

Tank of gas- $46.00

Post-show bottle of water- $1.25

Courtney passing out and going to the hospital and me punching some guy in the head- priceless

Best night of my life. We should do it again sometime. :)

It's my birthday!

So my birthday is next Monday. I'm not really all that excited like I'm guessing I should be. I think I'm gonna come home this weekend. Kelly and Mike, do you want to do something with me for my b-day weekend? I would really like to see you two.

Soooo, hey guys. Classes finally started and I have to say, I think I'm liking this more than high school. Not the part about missing my friends, but the part of getting to wake up at 10:30 everyday. Awesome. We've got some pretty cool people in our hall. Pretty big partiers, that's for sure. Anyway, we're coming home this weekend. I'm really ( Read more... )