Title: Beautiful Eyes
Chapter: (4/?)
Pairing: RyoTego/RyoShige
Genre: romance
Rating: PG
A/N: And again~ I hate my English subject so sumimasen deshita for the errors. Unbeta-ed.
Summary: I don't know how to make a summary for this chapter.XD.It has so many twists i guess.Just read it if you want.x3
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Tegoshi is now walking alone in the street ignoring the heavy rain that is pouring in his body.He don’t know if he made the right decision to break up with Ryo after he got his conciousness.He loves Ryo with all his life.He can give up everything for Ryo.but thinking of Shige’s words again of him being a third person between Ryo and Shige made his feeling that he just been used.
“I guess I don’t need to repeat myself to ask you again ne.Seems like you still love Shige.”
“Yuya just let me explain.I’ll explain everything so that you can understand me now onegai Yuya.”
Those words were kept repeating in Tegoshi’s head as he walk on the wet street of Odaiba.He didn’t mind the people who are bumping him.He don’t feel them either.Why he didn’t just said that he don’t love Shige anymore? Why he needs to explain when he can just say no? Tegoshi just kept walking but he don’t know where should he’s feet were bringing him.Every step is just making his feeling more heavy.He can’t feel anymore the rushing tears from his eyes that was wiping away by the drops of the rain.
“Shige still loves you too Ryo-chan.I guess my role is now over.”
“Yuya”
“Stop calling me Yuya will you….Im not angry.It’s just common for people to use others when they’re missing someone ne.It’s just my bad luck that you chose me.”
“…”
“Be happy with Shige ne.Don’t worry.I’ll forget everything about us,I’ll forget your touches,I’ll forget the things we used to do and I’ll forget your words….since I’d now realized that all of them are for Shige.I don’t want to be the reason why you and Shige can’t be together again.I love you Ryo and i want you to be happy.Your happiness is Shige and there’s nothing I can’t do with that fact.Arigatou for making me happy.Even if it’s only for a short time at least my dream came true.Promise me you’ll be happy again with Shige.”
That scene played again in Tegoshi’s head and another tear fell from his eyes.He can’t believe that Ryo just accept all his words.How could he wished that Ryo stopped him from saying those things.How could he wished Ryo hugged him and said that he was wrong because his true love is him.How could he wished that Ryo kissed him so that he can took back all his words and they’re happy again. But,all his dreams shattered when Ryo just sighed and never looked in his eyes again until he finally got out from the door.
It hurts.Just the fact that Ryo didn’t deny that he just used Tegoshi because he missed Shige can already be a reason to Tegoshi to jump from a building right now.Just the fact that Ryo didn’t ran for him the time he walked away from his house is already a dying fact that Ryo already ended their relationship.That Ryo already admitted all the things that Tegoshi doesn’t want to accept at first.He wants to end his life.He wants to get away from this endless hurt inside his chest that he was feeling right now.A comfort from a person couldn’t do anything to him.He just kept walking on the street….lifeless.
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“Moshi Moshi Ryo-chan”
“*sob*”
“EEhh~ Nande Ryo-chan? You’re crying?”
“We’re over Pi”
“Over? I don’t get it”
“Me and Tegoshi were over”
“EEEEHH doshite no?”
“He found out about me and Shige”
“Where’s Tegoshi?!”
“He just came out 10 minutes ago.I don’t kno-“
“FUCK! RYO! It’s raining heavily outside.How could you only let him be by myself?”
“I don-“
-hung up-
Ryo put down the telephone after Yamapi hung up.He came back to the sofa he was sitting for like his entire life and stared again at nowhere in particular.Ryo didn’t notice that it’s already raining outside.He realized that Tegoshi was alone now and doesn’t have any protection from the rain.He’s body wants to ran after Tegoshi but his mind doesn’t want to follow him.He dialed a number and ask that person to come over.
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Yamapi is ignoring the slippery roads that might cause accident to him.He must find Tegoshi as soon as possible.He knows that the younger boy is weak when it comes to colds and weather.
He searched the streets near Ryo’s place hoping that he would find Tegoshi walking or waiting for the rain to stop.He searched in some restaurants and shops where Tegoshi could just stayed for awhile but getting out immediately because of fangirls thats drooling over him.
He came back to his car hopeless and clueless where he could find Tegoshi.He tries to reach him in his phone but got disappointed when he found out that the younger boy had turned it off.He start the engine of his car to go to the last place where he’ll hoping that the younger boy will be.His house.
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Shige is now getting ready to go to Ryo’s house.He got excited when Ryo called him this afternoon and felt that Ryo’s voice is so down that it can already broke the floor.Yatta he said to himself.Everything is following in what he has planned.Ryo and Tegoshi must be broken up by now.That thought made Shige’s smile get more wider and grin like an idiot in the mirror while his fixing his unbuttoned t-shirt.
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“Tegoshi” Yamapi said and knocked the door.
“Tegoshi.Are you there?” Yamapi knocked once again and when he heard that there’s no response,he clicked the doorknob and realized that it was not locked.He entered Tegoshi’s house.It was very quiet and it seems like there’s no one at home.Yamapi headed to the second floor of the house where he entered one of the rooms since it’s not closed.He found Tegoshi lying on his bed facing his back on him.Yamapi sighed in relief but noticed that Tegoshi is wet.
“Oei Tegoshi! I’ve been calling and texting you for almost 2 hours.Where have you been?” asked Yamapi but got confused when he heard no response from Tegoshi who’s back is still facing at him.He come near to Tegoshi.
“Tegoshi.You stubborn kid.You’re still wet and you’re already sleeping there in your be-“
but Yamapi stop babbling when he’s hand already reached Tegoshi arms.
Chikusho.He’s hot.
Yamapi immediately lay Tegoshi comfortably on the bed.He gets a towel,t-shirt and pajama from Tegoshi’s cabinet.He first changed his clothes and dried him using a towel after.He was wiping Tegoshi’s face when suddenly,Tegoshi mumbles “Ryo” and a tear fell from it’s eyes.He just stared at the sleeping figure in front of him.How beautiful it is when he’s sleeping.His eyelids were so long and his eyes were sleeping peacefully.His angelic expression that everyone would pay just to see and those parted lips that is inviting everyone to touch and feel it.Yamapi examined Tegoshi’s face more and asked himself why he gave it up for Ryo.Ryo is his bestfriend.He doesn’t want Ryo to get more depressed when Shige left him.And Tegoshi,Tegoshi is always rejecting him because of Ryo.He felt that the younger boy also admires him and he has so many ways to win Tegoshi.But he gave it up for his bestfriend and realized that there’s no one who could replace Ryo in Tegoshi’s heart so he chose to be defeated.But seeing Tegoshi’s situation now made him angry.He didn’t gave up Tegoshi just to be hurt like this.
Yamapi is in that thought when he heard his cellphone rang.It was Koyama.He first went outside of the room before he picked it up so that Tegoshi wouldn’t wake up.
He came back to the room after 5 minutes and saw Tegoshi already awake.
“Tegoshi.Feeling well already? You want me to make some soup for you” offered Yamapi as he walked to Tegoshi but suddenly he noticed that younger boy is js just staring in the ceiling,have no any other expression.He felt pity for Tegoshi.Looking at him right now,Yamapi can’t believe that the Jolly,cute and lovingly Tegoshi will now be like a zombie.He can feel his eyes getting heavy just by looking at the younger boy who is now lying lifeless on the bed.Yamapi get a chair and place himself near Tegoshi’s bed.
“You can tell me everything Tegoshi.I will listen.Just don’t act like that,you’re making me scared.You have a fever and it’s not good to keep those problems to yourself cause it might get you worsed.” Explained Yamapi.
Tegoshi got up and sit beside the bed where he faced Yamapi.
“Now.What happened” Yamapi said with a soft voice
“Me and Ryo are now over” said Tegoshi,preventing his tears to fell down again.
“Shige talked to me this afternoon after our meeting with Johnny-san.He said that his Ryo’s ex boyfriend.He said so many things that I can’t already remember but I found a fact today.” Tegoshi paused and looked at Yamapi “Ryo just used me.He don’t really love me Yamashita-Kun” Tegoshi said and let out all his depression,anger and everything.
Yamapi hugged Tegoshi and let the younger boy cry in his arms.He caressed his back and mumble everything will be okay in his ears.He needs to do something about this matter .He should stopped Shige.
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Shige is already walking on the street when he heard somebody is shouting his name from the back.It’s Yamapi.He got confused cause it’s the first time that Yamapi ran after him in the middle of the street meaning,his business is that important.
“Shige.Can I talk to you for a minute?” said Yamapi when he finally reached the boy.
“Doshite no Yamashita-Kun?”
“Just for a minute onegai.Let’s have some coffee first.”
Shige is confused in Yamapi’s act.He don’t want to go since he know that Ryo is already waiting for him in his apartment but ended up being dragged by Yamapi in the nearest coffee shop.
“Im in a hurry Yamashita-Kun” said Shige when they finally have their seat.
“Shige.You’re really smart ne” Yamapi said in a sarcastic tone.
Shige’s eyes widened.He knew what Yamapi is talking about but of course he is not going to admit it.”What are you talking about Yamashita-kun?” Shige’s innocent question.
“Shige.I just wanted to make you realize that you are the one who dumped Ryo first.You left Ryo when he’s world is already revolving only around you.Everybody knows that he changed a lot since the two of you had been together.But you broke him when the time you asked for a break up.I witnessed the time when Ryo got desperate just for you to come back to him..but we can’t reach you or you’re cellphone.”
“I know.I already regretted those things i did.That’s why im doing this to make it up for him.I want him back Yamashita-kun” Shige is now already in the urge to cry but he’s holding his tears back because of the people staring at them inside the coffee shop.
“You know who is the one who cheered him at those times Shige? Those times when Ryo is so down and can’t take anymore what you did to him?” Yamapi paused for a second.He examined Shige’s face who now can’t look straight at him.
“It’s Tegoshi,Shige.He is the one who made Ryo live again.He is the one who made Ryo laugh again and made him realize that it’s not already the end of the world.Ryo owed so many things to Tegoshi.And I know in myself that Ryo didn’t used Tegoshi as a substitute to you.Ryo loves Tegoshi.He might still have feelings for you,but it’s one of the ironies of life ne.Once you loved a person,that feeling were gonna stay forever.Even if you already have someone you surely love still you care for that person.And that is what Ryo’s feeling right now Shige.He’s being confused if he still loves you because you is his first love but he knows in his heart that the one he loves now is Tegoshi.So Shige,please stop this nonsense thing.You’re just hurting Tegoshi,hurting Ryo and mostly yourself.” Yamapi explained and wishing that Shige absorbed it now it his senses.
Shige look down and let his tears fall down.Yamapi’s right.He is the one who is at fault in all these things so he must regret it for the rest of his life.He feels sorry for Tegoshi that it is now hurt.
Yamapi held his hand on the top of the table.”Don’t cry.We’re on the same situation right now” said Yamapi just to made Shige lift his head and threw Yamapi a confused look.
Yamapi smiled “I love Tegoshi.But I have to accept the fact that even If I’ll do everything just to made him love me,still,I won’t win his heart from Ryo.” Yamapi’s disappointed sentence.
Shige tighten his hold on Yamapi’s hand and smiled back to him.He is now decided to give up Ryo to Tegoshi.He must suffer to what he did instead of forcing himself to Ryo again.He will be strong like Yamapi.
He waved goodbye to Yamapi inside the Coffee shop and headed his way to Ryo’s apartment.He will say sorry and will help to fix Ryo and Tegoshi’s problem.
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Shige came in Ryo’s apartment after the older boy opened the door for him.He felt guilty in Ryo’s appearance.He was about to say something when Ryo hugged him.
“Shige,Can we be together again?”
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Update~ update~ update~
This is not a good chapter ne~
Did I hurt all the characters?
Stab me if you want.. x3 I’ll accept it~
I’ll be away for a couple of days because of vacation~
I’ll update soon after I come back.
Arigatou for the comments minna~