Comments | newgrrl: what a fucking horrible weekend.

newgrrl

what a fucking horrible weekend.

Aug 29, 2004 18:31

I have had NO time to myself. I am burning my candle at both ends, cause to sit around means, that I have to think about eating and recovery and it is all A LOT to take. It has been horrible this roller coaster of emotions ( Read more... )

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borntorn August 30 2004, 11:12:07 UTC

She yelled at you for cutting up your pasta?
That's actually kinda funny . . It's just pasta.
And at least you were eatting it-I love pastas <3

You could send a card if calling hurts too much-I'm sure that the support and love would help her <3

newgrrl August 30 2004, 12:56:14 UTC

Hey,

Yes, she really was upset. It was tortellini so she thought that a pasta that small shouldn't need to be cut... whatever i ate it, that's what matters.. GRRR.. "kim, it looks silly"

I have a hard time eating carbs.. REALLY hard time... So I have to do it my way, or I won't eat it.

I sent a card.. and I also sent a memorial to the funeral home. I'm not strong enough emotionally to go and not cry my eyes out..

Thanks!

borntorn August 30 2004, 13:01:19 UTC

I -love- carbs; we eat lots of pastas and everything at my house.

And at least you sent a card and stuff <3
I recently decided not to go to a funeral this previous week because of the same reason-so you're not alone.

newgrrl August 30 2004, 17:21:49 UTC

I wish I didn't have a phobia of carbs.. tonight all food looks good.. Oish!

I'm sorry that you also had a death... are you doing ok with it?

I know that I can't really talk about it without losing it right now..

Thanks

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violetstorm August 31 2004, 19:00:26 UTC

All I can do is give huge huge huge hugs <333333333

I am so sorry for your loss

<3333333
Lots of love and hope and light

newgrrl August 31 2004, 21:05:36 UTC

that's appreicated... it's enough,.. it really is...

<3333333333 thanks!

4_arizona September 1 2004, 16:53:22 UTC

hey girl,
I'm slowly catching up on all the missed entries to read... I'm so sorry for your loss. REading your entry almost made me cry, because I wouldn't know what I would do when someone close died...I'm so sorry... don't know what else to say, sorry =/
♥ ♥ ♥

newgrrl September 2 2004, 09:30:27 UTC

Thanks, tonight it will be a week, since it happened.

there's not much more that you can do.. I will be ok.

Luvs