what a fucking horrible weekend.

[newgrrl]

I have had NO time to myself. I am burning my candle at both ends, cause to sit around means, that I have to think about eating and recovery and it is all A LOT to take. It has been horrible this roller coaster of emotions

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[borntorn]

She yelled at you for cutting up your pasta?
That's actually kinda funny . . It's just pasta.
And at least you were eatting it-I love pastas <3

You could send a card if calling hurts too much-I'm sure that the support and love would help her <3

[newgrrl]

Hey,

Yes, she really was upset. It was tortellini so she thought that a pasta that small shouldn't need to be cut... whatever i ate it, that's what matters.. GRRR.. "kim, it looks silly"

I have a hard time eating carbs.. REALLY hard time... So I have to do it my way, or I won't eat it.

I sent a card.. and I also sent a memorial to the funeral home. I'm not strong enough emotionally to go and not cry my eyes out..

Thanks!

[borntorn]

I -love- carbs; we eat lots of pastas and everything at my house.

And at least you sent a card and stuff <3
I recently decided not to go to a funeral this previous week because of the same reason-so you're not alone.

[newgrrl]

I wish I didn't have a phobia of carbs.. tonight all food looks good.. Oish!

I'm sorry that you also had a death... are you doing ok with it?

I know that I can't really talk about it without losing it right now..

Thanks

[borntorn]

Ah, well, we're all scared of something-hope you get past it <3

I'm doing okay, I didn't know the person -that- well, it was someone I knew from when I was younger. It was still hard at first though.

And if you need to talk about it-when you're ready-or anything else then feel free to leave a comment or IM [my info's in my profile].

And wow. I leave long comments-I'll stop rambling now <3

[newgrrl]

Thanks.. i am afraid that i am not a friendly chat person right now.. But I'll look you up when i feel better ok?

Hugs

[borntorn]

It's fine <3