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newgrrl

Friends on my list PLEASE Read. read the bold

Apr 30, 2005 19:32

I spent the day laughing and smiling. Came home with a side ache. Life was indeed great. Got online to the most MEAN email i've ever gotten from reema. I'm still gasping for air and to breathe ( Read more... )

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cinnamona666 May 1 2005, 01:25:29 UTC

!!!!?????!!!!!!!! im going to call you.. i hope i can reach you =(. *hugs* If you need to leave lj....i support that..if it helps you.. also because i have your email and phone #.

geez im so sorry =(

newgrrl May 1 2005, 17:12:38 UTC

Laura,

At this point I wouldn't leave you, even if i did leave LJ.

cinnamona666 May 1 2005, 01:34:58 UTC

*sigh* you know that what she said is COMPLETELY UNTRUE!!!! RIGHT???!!! yes.. you do know..in your heart..although the hurt is overwhelming. I wish i could help stop your insides from just falling apart with hurt =(.

what i honestly thought after reading your post about going out: 'man..finally Kim gets some fun and love she so deserves!'

is reema having a psychotic episode??? its possible. I mean she made her peace with both of us..even me. =(. maybe she is jealous that she is no longer able to enjoy herself at all????? i dont know =(.

i also want you to know..that im not expecting any type of behavior from you. i just want you to be ok.

..hehe you just called...

newgrrl May 1 2005, 17:19:39 UTC

Laura!

Thank you so much for the talk last night. I know that I can always count on you to be there. Again, we can relate, because of one of your dear friends attacking you. Thanks for validating how i feel, and not rushing to say that it was wrong and that I was overreacting.

This has been so hard for me. I thought it was over, and I hoped that life could go back to somewhat normal, but i guess I was very wrong. I just hate when the pain lingers. I need for things to be ok again.

I'll be fine. I'll just surround myself with people that REALLY care about me and my feelings.

I think that you're right Reema, probably doesn't even realize and probably never will the depth of her anger, and she'll never know how much it hurt me.

Thankfully i've had a history of abuse, see i knew that it'd come in handy some day. So I'll pull through these harsh times with her too.

blaze212 May 1 2005, 01:58:08 UTC

wow... i'm so sorry. i don't know what was said, but i'm really sorry anyway. if you leave lj, i'll miss your posts, but it's your decision and i will support it. *hugs* i do care about you a lot and i want to make sure you know that. i'll be thinking of you.

newgrrl May 1 2005, 17:22:54 UTC

Lisa,

I don't think that I'll leave LJ, if it comes to anything i'll just have to unfriend some people if it becomes a problem. I need you "guys". maybe i'll just not be as active in posting, who knows. I'm just upset and hurt. I'll work through it.

Thanks hon. I hope that you're well. Seems that you are posting more in private, hope that things are ok.

sweetlyric May 1 2005, 03:11:28 UTC

hey, i don't respond here much, but i really hope things are okay. i have no idea what happened with reema, but just remember that you're awesome, okay? *hugs*

newgrrl May 1 2005, 17:24:58 UTC

Thanks Abby.

I know that you don't respond much. But, when you do you are always awesome.

::hugs::

I hope that things with you are well. How's the new car? Work? and the "boy toy"?

sweetlyric May 1 2005, 21:55:29 UTC

::hugs back::

the new car is awesome, and the boy toy is even more awesome. next saturday we will have been together for six months already! :D

i know it's really hard, but try to smile. think of something that makes you laugh, and go with it. it's the only way i keep my sanity when things are piling up.

newgrrl May 3 2005, 11:45:24 UTC

SIX months! Abby that's good stuff!

Thank you. thankfully I have good friends that aren't letting me forget that life isn't horrible, and that I can and will be ok.

::big hugs::

ennifer_jay May 1 2005, 03:58:31 UTC

Oh honey, what happened? What did the email say :'''(

I love you honey. You are not horrible, you deserve to have all the happiness in the world and more. ♥

newgrrl May 1 2005, 17:38:41 UTC

Thanks Jen,

Things have been bad with reema lately. myself and another friend did some intervention with Reema. She's so sick and very much in denial and we wanted to HOPEFULLY help her to see. It of course backfired. We took the wrath of her hate and anger. I understood that she'd be mad. I guess i just hoped that she'd see later that it was out of concern and love. Not see me as the bad friend, but one that really did come through for her and one that really did love her enough.

I don't really want to talk in detail about her email. I rather just get rid of the words and hate behind it.

I love you too. Thanks for your love.