Friends on my list PLEASE Read. read the bold
I spent the day laughing and smiling. Came home with a side ache. Life was indeed great. Got online to the most MEAN email i've ever gotten from reema. I'm still gasping for air and to breathe.
I didn't deserve to go out last night and enjoy myself. I don't deserve to feel anything good. WOW I'm speechless and totally torn apart. I've been torn to shreds before and people have said some pretty shitty things to and about me. But i'm so so hurt. I know i need to cry. I need to feel something. but it's like i was in a really bad accident and i'm stunned/shocked. I don't even know what to say.
I guess at this point i need to delete some friends.if you are friends with violentstorm/Reema. Please feel free to delete me. I won't delete anyone. but your welcome to leave.
I'll call you as promised Jess.
After tonight, I'm seriously thinking strongly of leaving LJ, Leaving the internet behind. I've never been so hurt in my life. you think that you are doing a good thing and now my life is torn apart. I don't know what i'm gonna do. But I hurts so bad right now. I know that they won't be good choices and it won't matter really.
Sorry!
I didn't deserve to go out last night and enjoy myself. I don't deserve to feel anything good. WOW I'm speechless and totally torn apart. I've been torn to shreds before and people have said some pretty shitty things to and about me. But i'm so so hurt. I know i need to cry. I need to feel something. but it's like i was in a really bad accident and i'm stunned/shocked. I don't even know what to say.
I guess at this point i need to delete some friends.if you are friends with violentstorm/Reema. Please feel free to delete me. I won't delete anyone. but your welcome to leave.
I'll call you as promised Jess.
After tonight, I'm seriously thinking strongly of leaving LJ, Leaving the internet behind. I've never been so hurt in my life. you think that you are doing a good thing and now my life is torn apart. I don't know what i'm gonna do. But I hurts so bad right now. I know that they won't be good choices and it won't matter really.
Sorry!