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Hopes
I've decided to fully re-dedicate myself to all things I consider life. Is inch I broke my foot I have fallen off of any sense of normalcy and into the world of laziness and..well laziness. My physical fitness has fallen off but I haven't been completely to blame. Kinda hard to work out on crutches and in a cast. My son being born has been the ( Read more... ) -
10 Years
To be honest, I never trout I'd be writing in this thing ten years later. The amount of life events I've had in the past ten years has been mind boggling. I enjoy reading past entries and seeing some of the stuff I thought was earth shattering really turned out to be nothing significant. I do miss some of those times though. Mainly, I miss hanging ( Read more... ) -
ReLive
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ReCharge
Back home and how sweet it is ( Read more... ) -
Set This Place On Fire
2 weeks into the new year. Resolutions a plenty. I'm looking to achieve a few things that have eluded me. Going back to school has become a huge focus of mine. I have to do this. Not only for a job but for the sake of finishing something I started. Another goal is to have more money in savings than I did last year. I picked up a bass guitar ( Read more... ) -
I see a bad moon rising.
love that song, and it seems to be an appropriate title. life has yet again thrown me another twist. this time it threatens everything i love. also, doubt has started to set in. things are not looking so great and im still left here to do nothing but wonder what will happen. im powerless. this 'vacation' was a great idea that now just seems ( Read more... ) -
Why?
I'm losing my mind. To repeat, I just want to watch the world burn. This is the first time in my life when I was more angry and more frustrated than I was in 2004. I just want to leave this place and go somewhere quiet. -
I Want To Watch The World Burn
Title says it all.
Pretty much have been treated like shit for about a year. I don't know what more I need to do. -
Mentally, I'm in a VERY BAD place
Something came over me today. I don't know what exactly, a realization of sorts I guess. I'm realizing more and more about myself and my life. I don't like what I'm realizing. My mind is going crazy and I'm beginning to break down. I'm slowly losing it. I'm scared.