hi. okay noone reads this but who the helll cares? idk what to do...met this guy at a party and im just so baffled by him lol he was amazing to me, never let me out of his sight the whole night cause he wanted to make sure i was okay..but hes leaving soon so thats all shot to hell...and then i met this other guy that is sooo sweet..but ive already ( Read more... )

alright...what to write....uhhh guys are bullshit, idk id like a boyfriend haha but thats not happening...nothing new..doesn't surprise me....idk what to think.....i'm just tired of always getting my hopes up and nothing ends up happening....i get led on to think something might work out but with my luck it doesnt, they just end uo ( Read more... )

hmm so yesterday...friday...after school i walked with ryan to starbucks and we hung out there, but then he left to go get a haircut, so i walked over to kims and ryan was there and he was being big bad mr man lol, but kim told me something that really made me smile, something that ive never heard her say before and i am SO happy for her, okay and ( Read more... )

wow i havent updated in like a year haha, but umm so im just gunna start with my last weekend lol...fridayyy i hung out with ryan kennedy all day and then we met up with the gay jewish kid so we were stuck with him for everrrrr, and like we walked and met up with jake marco and ben and david got excited cause he got what he wanted, and thennn they ( Read more... )

mm today was funnn, lol after schoooolll me markie stephen keri and kat went back to marcs and we uh hung out? lol we all had a nice time i hope? umm i ended up getting stephens jacket a little dirty:( sorry about that haha, but yeah mea nd him took like a 2 hour nap which was nice, then we left and by then keri and kat were long gone, um yeh then ( Read more... )

HOLY i havent updated ina lonngg ass time hmmm, ill just jump in with my weekend, imean im sorry i havent been updating ill really try this time, illl have pictures soon enough once i get my pics developedd<3 ( Read more... )

shit got myself a new fucking layout you better like it lol, mm pictures onece i get my cam developed, um happy new years, im fuckin drunk as shit and its amazing..kinda suckec cause ino just wasnt a great new years but i spent it with katie and that was nice, cause like iuno we got to talk and shit it was nice, so it wasnt all bad, now were gunna ( Read more... )

um i n ever update lol, i do every so often so dont take me off your friends list caus eyou never know when ill post pictures or something important, this weekend i was at the wrestling tournament and that had its ups and downs, i got a lottt closer to the team which is nice cause that was my main goal bt then some drama happened the second day.. ( Read more... )

ah second entry in ONE day, go me=), but iuno ive just been thinking, i wanna be able to write HAPPY stuff int his shit, iuno stuff like "omg i love him so much, im so happy that me and him are together finally, after all that shit and finally happiness=)" i mean i see that in soo many peoples journals and im like fucking a i havent written about ( Read more... )

mm definetly havent updated in a while, but hmm ill just start from fridayyyy, umm after school i had wrestling practice and that was okay, but then me and hayley got SO friggin bored and thought it was pointless to stay so we were like uhhh i have a doctors appt and uhh she needs to take me lol, and it worked so we got to leave, umm then i went to ( Read more... )