ceci-suffit

for the first time I realize it will be hard to be away for christmas.

i declare:

i am going to write a poem about somebody and no one will know who it is.

[unless you're really really really good...but then i am trying to beat you into the dirt]

I am more sure of myself, and still confused.
I realized that I am hoping for a lot right now.
And I think that it's good because that means there are good things in my life.
I really liked TitheI have written 1,223 words of my first ever fanfiction ( Read more... )

I was trying not to care about my other friends and their amazingly fun lives together and let whatever happens do so.

But they're just growing farther away.

I made a new journal because I have been feeling the urge to do so.
But...I don't think...I've grown into it yet.
To write in it feels like I would be trying to be more than I am.
So I'm not going to tell it to you yet.
And we'll see what happens.

1. Yourself: floating along ( Read more... )

today i glanced in my bathroom mirror
and said
wow! i'm pretty!
and i like it when that happens

i feel
distant

It feels over ( Read more... )