I try so hard to hold it deep down...so no one can take it away from me....but i want my mommy back.....she was my world she was my life...i never felt so empty all the time. She was my hero.....im not ever going to see her again and i hate it.....i just want to go back i would never never never have let her go...i would never. Im growing up ( Read more... )

much better> :)

Hey everbody.....I haven't been on in ages...welp lots has taken place. For one...I fell in love...fell out...and fell back in...but not with the same guy....and then I fell out again! :( What can I say.....I feel much happier right now because I don't like anyone....my minds free of :boy problems: So newayz...I gotmy hair cut: ( Read more... )

Hey-

My goodness...I have been quite busy. I am just in no mood to share. I'm currently sick...don't feel so great...anyone who doesn't truly know me doesn't understand the fact that in public I am much more cheerful than wat I really am. I don't feel well thats all.

Anyways....life is a bit blurred for me right now. i cant talk now

Hey ppl.

Well I am trying to fix the picture problem right now...I dont have much time....
Please tell me if you can see these. Thanks a whole lot! :)


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Thanks Kevin for the good convo. :)

ItlnLdyREDnite: Hi there

Fizyll112: sups

ItlnLdyREDnite: not to much

Fizyll112: <-- just woke up ;/

ItlnLdyREDnite: I tried getting back on last night but it wouldn't let me

Fizyll112: no worries

ItlnLdyREDnite: so what have you been doing this summer

Fizyll112: running and random stupid stuff.. ;/

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     I've neglected this journal so much. It's been just too crazy for me lately. I've been working and running errands. Nuts! Well Mo met my cousin Mike, sal didn't come, she was VERY pleased. Well James is down from Erie w/ his brother Bobby. James is my cousins' best friend. I have a little thing for James...go figure. Well I'll see them this ( Read more... )

I've got another confession to make:

Sometimes I build a wall around myself-just to see who is  willing to jump it.

I've got so much to tell...but I have 2 go watch Wildfire. Laguna Beach is making me sad :(

Oooo wat a life. I am so tired. I've been working full time and its a nice paycheck.....but I'm so sleepy. I finally got my lazy butt up and ran yesterday. Well I'm loving the whole driving thing....heres my car


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