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So last night after I finished talking to Billy online, I told him to call me when he was done. So I went downstairs, lit some incense, lit a candle, turned off the lights and put on my evanescence cd, layed there, cried, and waited for Billy to call me. I layed there...cried...layed there...cried some more...and after about an hour or so, I ( Read more... )

Today was such a long day. I was hoping my baby would call me before 2 but he didnt...oh well im talkin to him now. I ended up breaking down today at work. I am so worried about so much shit. I don't know...Heather and Billy are really worrying me. I'm so scared that he's gonna fall for her again, if he hasn't already. I mean he tells me not to ( Read more... )

I finally talked to Billy last night. He emailed me and we talked a little, well he talked..I got pissed off. I wasn't in a good mood and I was just so worried I was going to lose him. I get so confused with him sometimes...but I don't know I confronted him about telling his parents and he convinced me he told them..so I don't know...we're trying ( Read more... )

So I went shopping with my cousin it was fun!! We dress shopped for five hours!! It was crazy. I couldn't pick out a fucking dress!!! It took me forever. But finally I got one from Deb's! It's black with like silver rhinestones on the chest. I got shoes to go with it and their so cute. I also got a pair of etnies which are red! And I got four cd's ( Read more... )

Today I had to work from 10-2 which wasn't bad..extra money is always good. I'm gettin ready to go to the mall with my cousin. Yea so I called Billy last night and umm his mom answered...well of course she told me he wasn't home and of course surprisingly oh yes he was. He told me that he told his mom about us...but i think that was a lie. So right ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas Everyone ( Read more... )

I decided to start one of these up again. I figured I could keep up with my life and everyone else could to. Life is getting a little easier and better ( Read more... )