*Every Breath I'm Deeper Into You*
Today I had to work from 10-2 which wasn't bad..extra money is always good. I'm gettin ready to go to the mall with my cousin. Yea so I called Billy last night and umm his mom answered...well of course she told me he wasn't home and of course surprisingly oh yes he was. He told me that he told his mom about us...but i think that was a lie. So right now I have everyone on my back about him. My mom and aunt lectured me last night saying that hes lying and hes just gonna hurt me again, then i have my cousin whose telling me the same thing. My stepfather plays it off by saying it hurts me to see him treat you like this. And of course all my friends think the same thing. I dont know what to do. I love him to death but I'm starting to get the feeling that maybe their right...I mean I don't want to have a relationship that I'm going to have to hide from. His parents hate me...big deal...hes old enough to make his own decisions about who he wants to date. I mean I understand his parents are kind of impossible, but why do I have to suffer through that too. I don't know I'm so confused. I try to talk to my friends, but considering they don't like him anyways, I get no where with them. I guess I'll have to see where it goes. I really wanna be with him...but I can't be with someone who doesn't put any effort in the relationship...