I don't like where I am right now ( Read more... )

we sleep with only eachother
but we tell everyone we're just good friends

Bad situation?

I wish I could help you
I've known you since I was five fucking years old.
I like to believe that I know you better than most.
I just wish you could see yourself
how I see you

you're a good fucking person
you have a good heart
please start caring more.

"I definitely don't miss home. I just miss you."

after a week of crying
all my doubt dissapears;
and my heart is smiling again.

I'm malicious
just like everyone else.
I make people feel bad
for my own benefit.

I hope you find out what you want. I already know what I am.

I'm self destructive.
just like everyone else.
I just tend to hide it better.
the more I deteriorate
the harder it is to hide it.

If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of the state. I'm cynical ( Read more... )

I'm high again.
I blame you, not me.
if you had enough strength
maybe I would too.

My eyes are half open during heavy breathes that have my chest rising and falling similar to the berlin wall. I look at you and scoot my guiltless body across the floor. You dance around, attempting to re-dress. I’m shuffling, trying to return to my bed, my comfort zone. The zone that I, foolishly, allowed you into ( Read more... )

Seven days later and I still miss free time ( Read more... )

New hiptop!!
yayyyy
oh, and I love my life

how things change.

Things I miss:

a. KIMMMMMMMM
b. that one girl, Nichole. That one I haven't talked to in DAAAYS.
I really do miss her a lot
c. free time haha

a. I'm a graduate in a week

b. I'm happy

if any of you could believe it,
it's true