Can it be emo post tiem now?

[neuro_nougami]

Before I get to the mental stuff, I just wanted to say that I have started fleshing out my characters. I'm even using the really big, black journal for this one so you know it's a pretty serious occasion

Comments

[hentaigirl82]

Hugs,

Listen whatever you do dont get comfortable at that job go out thier and put resume on line do what you gotta do so you can be happy ya know.I have to kidnap you soon before my bday if I have to so you can have some fun. Seems like you need a vacation from the bull shit. OOh yeah kudos for soulhead song thats one of my fav songs from them

[neuro_nougami]

Haha thanks. I more than likely will be finding a new job soon enough. And I still plan on visiting for your birthday thing. Just gimme a heads-up.

[rensmay]

You're not going to blame yourself? You would think that if someone stopped associating with you, you might have done something to them. If they were one to trust you before, what might have happened to change that? You're also not the kind to go and ask if something is wrong. You sit there until someone else does something about it and you let that eat at you. You bring it upon yourself in a way. If you want some kind of change, you have to bring it about yourself.

[neuro_nougami]

I sure am not. If my patterns haven't changed from what they were before, then I either didn't do anything, or was completely wrong to begin with. If that's the case then I should have been told that I was in the wrong. And what you say is true. That is a bad habit I have, but I'm going to break it starting this week. But then again, the reason that I do that is because a part of me no longer cares. I do care enough, however, to bring myself some closure which I've got now. Changes. Gotta love 'em.