so not much has happened except that im in love with Heather. i havent talked to any of my friends lately except for james and that is only because he is living with me now. i want the newness to stay in my relationship with heather because she is soooo incredibly sweet and actually treats me nicely, unlike other ones ive been with. anyway i kinda ( Read more... )

Ok so I have reappeared right. So lets take it back a couple of weeks. I broke up with my girlfriend, who I still care about but knew it was for the better, 'cause that relationship would have been the death of me. Had my first one night stand.Yeah that sucked, dont think i will be doing that again for a while. Hooked up with a girl I knew back in ( Read more... )

so im pulling a vanishing act for a couple of days. needed to get away. will return with much to speak of.

Ever feel yourself change? Not the things around you, but more you as a person.
Maybe Im growing up but I no longer have any innocence about me whatsoever. It seems the actions I have taken recently are proving that Im changing....or maybe its just Im becoming the person Ive always been.

So...I did what Id thought would never happen. I let something go that I cared about, but hurt just as much. I know things will become better in the future. I still dont even talk about it..

Subtle..seems that is the way things are right now. Even when people are being apparent, they are quietly speaking.I dont really know if that makes sense,but it is the world, it always has been. I think I work too hard just to chill in a certain aspect of my life. And now I wonder if I should even have to work. ...Emergency Landing...

Its sad...I find myself hitting the random link on this web page way too much. I cant even say why. I've been here too long. Im always searching for something, sometimes it takes me to different places, sometimes it keeps me here. So far I think I have found only traces here and there but I wonder if I even know what Im looking for. And if I do... ( Read more... )

Shadows are becoming to deep to see through.Slowly they return to encompass me and the light seems to dim, moving farther away this angel that hath saved me before.

life has started to curve, my love can only grow for this woman i am with as it seems i appreciate her more and more with each passing day.i have aquired a new job. i start on the 9th. it seems i am searching for something....but i dont know what.

my first journal, kinda sounds like a playskool toy.anyway this is my first time ever to use a journal at all. life is...interesting. I think i just quit my job today. there are many things i didint like about it. One is the lack of respect shown my department, not being able to do what your heart compels you to do. Im afraid other areas of my life ( Read more... )