I really wish people would stop bitching all the fucking time. And stop trying to find ways out of doing what you need to do and getting extensions and talking your way out of stuff. Grow the fuck up.  I don't care if you've had everything handed to you, get some responsibility and do your shit ( Read more... )

 "It seems like a part of you has died.  Like your flame has burned out ( Read more... )

 I feel like I took about 10 steps backward.
Ever since about March I feel like I've been depressed out of control. Summer was okay, even when I should have been having the time of my life, I was feelin down. 
I'm back to feeling left out/behind all the time. I hate this.

Being home sucks already.  WTF.

 I honestly can't even handle anything right now. Fuck

 this new journal isn't working out very well. 
i'm pretty sure it's exactly the same as the only one.
vague & depressing.

 Where to start with my complaining this time ( Read more... )

Obviously I was really high the whole time I was there because all I do is smoke pot.
Right.

Anyways.  I kind of feel bad for saying this but oh well, my journal.  I really wish I didn't have come home.  Being back just feels like shit.  And I'm not just talking about the fact that I apparently have bronchitis AND acid reflux disease and am now on ( Read more... )

 I feel like I'm not even alive anymore.
Just not there. Ever. 

Dear Self,
Start saving money and stop being such a broke-ass all the fucking time.
Get more sleep to not be so tired all the time.
Stop eating so much shit.
Fix your face.
Stop being a pussy.
Stop feeling like shit all the time and hating yourself.
Love,
Me